woke up at 7.15am, went to bathe and prepare.
went out of house at 8.20am.
reach mrt station was about 8.30plus, went into the cabin and waited for the train to move.
stand for about 15 mins the train is still not moving, see alot of people went out of the cabin to take cab to work. but i choose to stand there and wait.
i have the intention to take cab to school.
it was wasting money as today i does not want to reach school on time. so i choose to wait for the train to move. and i dun want to waste my money when i didnt even take the train.
reach serangoon my leg totally went jelly type. i cant even walk properly sia.
i slowly walk to circle line. reach bishan slowly walk to school. i cant take it anymore.
i need to sit more. i went to the class and teacher ask me why i was late.
i shout across to the teacher that i was stuck in the train for 1 and half hour.
1 of my classmate say so kua zhang but its true. i didnt lie.
alot of ppl was stuck in the train too.
what a unlucky day i have today.

wth.
and now you got another blog never tell me.
is this call friends?
now i knw that a 7 days boyfriend can replace a 3 years plus good friends.
i dunno what to say anymore.
you changed so much.
are you still the ISEBELLA KANG GUI LAN that i know from 3 years ago?
and now you make me drop tears again.
you know how much you meant to me anot.
i really treat you as my good good good friends.
you know how important you are in my life anot.
i never blame you for lying to me alrdy.
but i need time to forget all this.
now i wonder are we still friends?
i alrdy give you all my blessing,
why you still like this?
why dun wan to let me know?
stop hiding things away from me can anot.
just tell me the truth is that so difficult.
i wont blame you anymore.
i just want all the truth.

this time you make me very disappointed.
you stead with him why don't dare tell me, you should know me well.
i won't because you stead with him and don't be your friend anymore.
i won't okays. get this right!
you should know if you tell me in the first place i wont be that sad rather than now right.
and the answer you told me is that you yi shi wang ji.
how can that be, you my close friend lei.
not those normal friend lei.
some more that time at chalet you know that i dui him you hao gan.
and you went to hospital to visit him, nvm i thought you really go visit your friend.
and when you got stead, i ask you who.
you lie to me, you tell me is ur gb hse there de.
nvm, i believe you.
when you stead with him, and you know that we are monster and hamster.
you still can choose not to tell me.
what is this?
should friends do that.
i dun think so. how can you do that?
after i find sth fishy i ask you.
you still tell me you dunno who.
again you lie to me .
is it so difficult to tell me the truth?
i know you will say you dun wan to be hurt or break our friendship.
have you ever see me do that ?
let say jenson la.
that time tricia like him and they stead,
did i say i want to break friendship with tricia?
no right.?
we been friends for like going 3 years and you still dunno wo de wei ren mehs?
every time something happen between us the trust is not there.
then because you were my girlfriend and my closest friend i choose to forgive you and help you build the trust in my heart.
again the trust is broken, nvm i help you build again.
because you were my girlfriend and my closest friend ever i choose to do these.
maybe you will say i also never ask you to help me build the trust, is you ownself want to build it.
okays, everything is wo zi yuan de.
because i thought you will change whenever we quarrel or sth.
from my first impression of you being my friends you change from bad to worst.
i cant believe that. but i still choose to be friends with you.
you hong never mind. i nothing to say.
i let you hong. but you seems like getting guo fen and guo fen.
i still choose to be ur friends.


sometimes i still think are you worth for me to do these?
i told myself because i treat you as my girlfriend, closest friend and good friend, so i do all these is worth it. but now i dunno what to tell myself what to do. everytime i choose to forgive you, you know how much pain i suffer anot?
because of you i cried when chatting with you on msn. 

i have so long didn't do cook already.
juilin work with us she doesn't want to do cook.
hock can't cook due to he's tired
so i say i do cook.
in the end was abit regretted.
now my body ache .
now do cook have to change this change that.
so troublesome.
waste my energy.
was working until 2pm because of lacking of chicken so i do until 2 plus den i still have to clean and wash the OR port.
was damn hot and have to scrub like no tomorrow.
so suay sia my hand.
went home around 3.30pm.
so tired. went to sleep awhile but still tired.
wake up went to Punggol Plaza with sister to buy dinner.
now was feeling hungry i think. omg. how could this be.
ahhhs.... help me!!! i don't want to grow fat!
my eye lid is half open.
gonna go sleep soon.
nights people : D

went to meet shiying at compass to pass her,
her ipod and poker card.
after that went to eat at pizza hut.
saw quite familiar faces in pizza hut.
after eating, we craving for durian pancake.
we bought 4, 2 each.
omg, somemore we just finish eating pizza.
omg!!! after buy went to block to huhu!
sitted at staircase for awhile and went to punggol interchange.
went to sit at the entrance of the other side of mrt station.
at there huhu, then went to wait for bus.
went we walking to sit down at the chair, we walk pass a china man,
suddenly we heard something weird.
we stun and we went to sit other side.
guess what we hear??
is a girl at there moaning!
omg!! went we walk pass we heard girl moaning means,
the guy is watching porn.
we went silence and we laugh .
omg, how can he do that in public.
somemore went we walk pass him, the volume seems louder and louder.
sibei siasuay sia!!
omg!!!cant believe that..
my 3 weeks of holiday only left 2 weeks plus
open school gonna chiong studies already.
sians. omg. CS still got 6 chapters haven study!!
hope open school time pass slowly. but not too slowly!

currently in school now.
today is the last day of school for ite students!
almost half of the class didn't come.
class will be quiet.
so good. isn't it!
hahas.. i sound bad sia!
but without them no fun!
at least will have joke to hear,
then we can exercise our mouth jaw!
hahas...
gonna enjoy myself with friends during this 3 weeks of holiday!

finally I'm done with all my CA!
now is the time to relax.
tomorrow is last day of school,
then i will have my 3 weeks of holiday!
*laugh laugh*
should i go and work?
haven decide yet, need to chiong work and earn back my money!
now i'm broke, and i haven pay my handphone bills.
and i also want to change handphone.
ohGOD! please let my mum strike 4D,
so i can ask her buy handphone for me!!!
going holiday for ite students.
and going to be school reopen for secondary.

came across my friend blog,
and she put thailand music so i went to listen.
OMG~ the song is damn nice and touching!
here is the video(L):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cEIxZcszyKQ&feature=player_embedded# (part 1)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzcqO-bdHZo (part 2)
this is damn nice!

it goes back again.

i thought you said that you won't bu li wo without reason.
now i didn't do anything, why you still ignoring me?
it is true that you don't even like me?
i can believe what your friend says?
every image of you is appearing inside my mind.
we had 4 days never contact already.
are you avoiding me?
can stop doing all these to me?
i can't stand it anymore.
stop it please. i beg you.
yesterday was your birthday,
i message to wish you.

you didn't even bother to reply and say thanks or whatever.
you are making me worried you know that?

GOH SHI YING HAPPY 
BELATED BIRTHDAY!

so long i haven update..

going to holiday soon.

still got 25 days to SCH HOLIDAY!

tmr will be going to SIMEI ite.

wonder should i go with tricia?

i have to reach there before 9.30am

sians. at least i no need to have lesson.

most of my classmates have to go school and have lesson.

coool!~

today CS teacher never come to class, we have 2 free period.

at first we still thought BPF teacher got come, in the end also never come.

never come tell earlier la.

den we can go school at 2pm.

like that we no need wake up so early.

now time is 6.57pm going 7pm.

needa go eat dinner already.

OMG~
I'm 18 years old already!
I'm getting older already!
yesterday was my birthday!
had celebration with friends.

friday(0502)
after school went home, bathe and change.
went to meet chris at marina sqaure.
went to eat yuki yaki.
i reach there around 3 plus.
omg do not have enough time for ice cream.
haiish..
went to walk walk and we settle at andersen for ice cream.
hahas.. hahas. she paid everything for me. (:
around 7 plus she meeting her friend, so i does not want to be light bulb i went to meet bel. at her working place.
waited for her to end work.
pei her go home bathe and change.
i went home to put itouch if i never put i can ton on that day.
after putting itouch i went out again with bel.
we went to sk. we went to mall, plaza and back to mall.
that all for that day.

SAT(0602)
went out with tricia, huiping, bel.
we went to yuki yaki again.
this time i had the ice cream.
the taste not bad.. we had so much fun eating the ice cream.
after eating we went to walk walk.
then we went to amk. we went to sing.
after singing went to hub to buy tricia bag.
at there we saw nyssa and nichol.
so coincidence. so long didnt see them alrdy.
after buying bag tricia went back home.
not long after we went back home too..

Sun(0702)
was working at 8am. but i wake up at 7.30am.
does not have enough time for me to reach there.
so i told manager i will late. hahas.
reach there 8.30am.
start to do stuff.
ended work at 3pm.
went off with amy, and back home to clear my room.
tiring day.

Mon(0802)
this date is the day i was born.
and now i was 18 years old.
omg. that was fcuking fast..
so many people wish me happy birthday.
but the sad thing is that my close friend didnt wish me.
how sad am i. haiish..
mayb i not as important as ur other friends.
went out to catch movie with bel and her boyf.
the movie we watched was 'the spy next door'
i knw the movie was out very long. cuz i dun have time to catch movie.
at first i thought he can meet and go with us.
but i was wrong. he didnt even contact me.
so sad! but is okay, as long as we are back to normal.

I'm sorry that I make you pissed off yesterday.
i already apologize to you a lot of times already.
when are you going to forgive me.
you don't ignore me can?
i don't like the way now you treat me.
can you treat me like how you treat me?
you say that you like me
but now you treat me like this.
i cannot take it anymore.
i can't imagine a day without your message.
can you faster message me?
if you can't message can at least call me!
that will do.
i just to go back to the first time we message.
that's all i wished for.

today had celebration with my friends!
had so much fun, went crazy and went emo too!
don't wish to elaborate.
i don't really know what i do wrong these days.
people talk to me in a very angry/fierce tone!
i don't what i do.
now my tears just can stop rolling down.
i really very upset, although I'm happy today!
will upload photos. when i have time.
no mood to do things now.
see ya friends! meet up soon again!

still got 2 days to FRIDAY!
chris gonna celebrate my birthday with me on FRIDAY!
she gonna treat me eat!!

3 more days to celebrate with my BELOVED FRIENDS!
5 more days to actual BIRTHDAY!
muhahahahaha!!!
yea. 18 soon!!

today school was alright.
had 2 talks in a day!
but was ohkays cuz both is quite short.
the first 1 was half an hour.
the second is 1 hour.
after the second talk we all went back to class to have CS test.
CS is Customer Service.
the test was soso.
but when i tried to memorize the notes nothing goes inside my head!
arggggg!!
after that was suppose to be lunch break.
before teacher release us she told us that mr SOON is not in school today.
so everyone of us were so happy because we can go off damn early.
we all go off at 12pm.
it was same timing as yesterday.
but sad to say that tmr have SPORTS & WELLNESS!!
sians. i don't like sia.
cuz have to run at the carpark.
sians i still have half round to run. sian
hope teacher forget about that!
needa go and clean clean already.
if not Friday and SATURDAY cant go out.

COUNTING DOWN

Still got 4 more days to my celebration.
still got 6 more days to my actual BIRTHDAY!
yea!! finally 18 already!
waited for so long.
guys don't forget my present alright!
hahas.

hope friday can faster come!
Saturday too... hahas
Friday someone is going to treat me eat..
hahas. cuz she can't go out and celebrate with us so she has to treat me eat as a present! hahas!!

i cant wait for Saturday!!
muhahahahhahahahas!!!!

Now I'm feeling so shag!!!!!
My favourite Korean group is coming Singapore today ...
Wth!! I can't go also!
Tmr Sunday they having autograph session!
I cannot go sia!!! I want they autograph and handshake
but sad to say that they only 1 autograph person CD!
Why can't they let ppl have all the group member signature
if I can go I want taemin autograph!
He so cute sia!! He same age as me sia!!!
I WANT THEIR AlBUM LA!!
I want handshake with taemin, Minho, Jonghyun and key and onew !!


Any kind soul want to get me their album as my birthday present?????
Hahahas

i skip school on monday.
as i'm having flu and feeling very weak.
so i thought i can rush to school in time as i wake up late.
the moment i reach serangoon station the time is going 10am already.
so i took train back to punggol and go home.
lame sia. i must well stay at home... hahas..

tuesday i went to school.
as lesson only 4 hours. so i went back home at 12pm.
after i reach home, i watch tv. nothing for me to do..

today i skip school again.
cuz this time i slept until 8.40 den i wake up.
only left 20 mins for me .
i prepare needs 10 mins.
den i still left 10 mins to reach bishan
10 mins is not enough.
so i decided not to go school.
later my mum knw i never go sch again she sure will nag.
is only 2 days. also not say 2 weeks.
tmr have to go liaos. if not sure will nag until no tmr.
now at home oso nth do. no 1 at home except me. so sians.

I dOn't Know is this call love at first sight.
I dunno why I see him play with little girl that time seems so happy.
HE smile that time so attractive... Hahaha I think I fa hua chi le...
So cute... Sian he Quite attractive lei when he smile that time.

Hellos~ everybody
currently talking with GIRLFRIEND and her ahem ahem.
Fcuking sian... Bored...
Not only me
sians...
Today school was okay for me...
Just that abit boring...
everyday tired..
When can dun study.??
So tired llorhhs...
Gonna continue with them with the conversation....

Had been studying for two weeks already. still can say still not bad. But is a bit too bored. Cuz none of my good friend in this school. Sianx