Sunday, June 30, 2013

你到底有没有爱过我?
我真的很想知道!
我真的要你在我的身边永远陪伴我
我的要求是这么简单

i know i had been working never pei you even after work.
you also been very understanding to me, but suddenly things changed.
i know is very hard for you that i never show any care and concern, and love to you.
but i did tried my best to off sat to pei you till late night that i have to take cab home.
have you think of that..
i know i let you wait so long for my text till 10pm.
you have been so understanding to me, i know is my fault that i never pei you text. im sorry honey..
i tried my best, have you seen that?
i know you want someone that can pei you whole day..
im sorry i cant do that due to work.
i know im not a good girlf.
you did so much things for me yet i only did alittle thing for you.
i know you been so nice to me for the past 3 years.
i grateful that you are so nice to me.
cause no one been so nice to me.
you are the first guy..
so bi, can we go back like last time?
i promise you i will change.. can you come back to my side throughout the rest of my life.
i want to have you by my side till the last breath.
can? i really will change.. please!

Friday, June 28, 2013

bi, 
everything gonna stop at 30th,
im really happy that you willing to give us a chance to save this relationship.
is good that you say out how you feel.
i'm sorry i didnt give you the love that you wanted, the care that you want.
and i never pei you due to working,
i know you said that you got gf like no gf, 
im sorry i make you think till like this.
all is my fault, other people gf can pei their bf only ur gf cant pei you.
im sorry! 
other people gf can pei their bf for many days, im sorry i can't.
because of work i neglect you, i know i not a good gf to you.
break ur heart, hurt ur feeling.
you are the best bf i ever had, how i wish time can rewind and let me know you during 2006.
if so, i would choose not work, but work with you or work those simple and easy job.
so like that i got time to pei you now.
i know you sacrifice for me alot.
i didnt really sacrifice for you much.
although i tried to off during saturday, 
i know is not enough for me to pei you.
i know we can fight all the way until you come back oversea.
the most important thing is i scare you will bian xin.
i know you will say you wont but i really scared.
i know im no use, i only know how to cry that all.
no matter how much i cried can never be compared.
i dont how to make you happy, make you laugh.
if one day you really found a very nice girl than me, i wont blame you for leaving me behind.
im glad that you honest with me about ur feelings.
if not i think forever i will not know how you feel.
all i can say is that i really love you alot.
all i can do is to wait for you to come back to my side and realise there is a small changes in me.
love you always honey <3 anything="" care="" div="" know="" let="" me="" muacks="" of="" okay.="" please="" take="" yourself="">
anything can call me.  

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

We are not getting further. Our distance is not getting far. I know u feel that way. I hate to say that we are not. Dun feel that way. When i saw what you said i feel so sad straight away and my tears just roll down and my heart got this sour feeling. I dun like this kind of feeling. We are not drifting.. no!! I know i keep working never pei you. I end early or i off i never pei you. In sorry. I not a good girlf.. sorry

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