it's been a month since i last wrote.
baby now having his driving course.
i get to see him quite many times a week sometimes.
not like last time we only meet once a week.
i quite happy actually.
but sometimes i angry with myself.
cause i always make him angry,worry.
i know he is my darling, but i still don't wish to make him angry,worry or sometimes sad.
i'm sorry if i always make you piss off,upset.
i will try my best not to make you angry.
i will try to change for a better gf.

sometimes due to working schedule, i can only get to meet you after work which is after 10 pm.
the most i can only accompany you till 1 plus or 2.
always let you see my tired face, then you will start to worry that whether i got enough rest anot.
sorry honey, make you worry.

i know somtimes i always take thousand years to reply your text.
i'm sorry cause sometimes i really never notice it when i using com, or watching tv.
sometimes when you get angry, i will start to blame myself for making you angry again.
the only thing i know is to cry only.
i know you dont like me to cry, cause you not beside me cannot lend me your shoulder.
but as long as your soul are with me, i'm happy already.
i'm sorry sometimes i can't give you what you want from me.
sometimes i really want to change for you. but i know it takes time.
so i hope you can forgive me for what i had done in the past.
i still love you so much that nothing can compare.
we had been together for 2 years 5 months and 14 days.
very soon we gonna be 2 years 6 months. then follow by 3 years.
i will not leave you no matter what.
unless you don't want me anymore.
i love you baby 

recently we like having cold war at night.
i don't know is it he feeling tired or i piss him off.
i keep on ask him what happen?
boyf will always tell me nothing.
but i know there's something wrong.
so i stop asking, then my tears starts to flow out.
then i started crying.
i think alot , is it my fault that cause all these.
i know boyf will not tell me de..
i'm sorry i can't accompany you this week,
i got to work. i don't know when can i meet you,see you, hug you, kiss you.

2 days without your text and without your call.. i feel so lonely.. i miss you hell lots bi. Can faster come back? I want hug you, kiss you, sayang you, and say i love you to you.. i really love you alot.. cant wait to see you!!

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Baby, doesn't matter you gonna stay in camp for this whole week..
Although I can't see you and meet you, I will still love and miss you de..
I know you are sad cause you can't see me, meet me..
Next week we can meet up ah..
Dont think about it anymore.. I know you love me very much.. I love you very much too...
I won't throw you alone there de. I will pei you de..
Sorry I cry, cuz I really can't help you bear some of the pain..

So fast you go no already one month le... Still got 23 months to go.. Cant wait for your pop.. Then like that you got more time to pei me... No matter what I will wait for you de... No matter what I won't leave you de.. Cause I love you so much.. Then after you finish ns we can't apply for our house.. Can't wait to stay together with you.. Can't wait to see your face everyday.. Even when I wake up you are beside me.. Every night say good night to you.. Accompany you eat breakfast, lunch and dinner.. Very fast gonna end the month of July.. Which mean is our 2 years 2 months anniversary.. Can't wait to celebrate more anniversary with you bi.. I love you so much.. Can't wait for every weekend so I can see you or meet you..

180612
Today we quarrel again. My heart feel so pain for the past few days..
Keep on crying and crying at night till i fall aslp..
Today i quarrel with my baby..
Until now, we haven okay..
Dont know what wrong with this week..
I reallyove you de bi.
宝贝，我真的不想你离开我， 我真的需要你在我的身边。我爱你宝贝

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170612
We had a small quarrel.. we quarrel abt our meeting day..
Bi im sorry i cant give you what you want.. but believe me i really tried my best le.. i promise you i will try to off on weekend sometimes.. i want you to know that not i dun want pei you.. i miss and love you alot bi.. i really do..

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Sorry bi.. i say i will call you when i end work.. sorry i make you wait for my call cuz i short 11 dollars.. so i keep on count and count money.. when i count finish you alrdy lights off and you when to sleep le.. dui bu qi..

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IM SORRY BABY

Bi im really of what happen.. i know you wont fully trust me of what i said.. i know no matter what i say you wont believe me.. i know i not a good gf.. i dont you leave me.. i know i always make you disappointed.. i keep on make you angry.. i not a good gf. I love you alot bi.. you mean so much to me.. i cant survive without you.. you dont leave me and dont bu li wo hao ma.. i never be a good gf.. i make you angry so many times.. if you leave me i wont blame you de.. cuz i know i not good.. i know you will hate me.. i just dont know how to appreciate you only.. you are so good to me yet i always like that treat you.. make you heart pain.. i will love you no matter what.. (: i love you bi.. sorry..

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i know you are tired
but when you suddenly fall asleep and i cant contact you
my heart fell so upset
cause didn't receive your message and you didn't answer my call
i keep on think why you never reply me
i very scare that you didn't reply or answer my call means you don't want me le.
really very scared.
i'm sorry i think that way again.
cause i cant bear to let you go.
i need you by my side.
i know go ns is no choice have to go.
but i want you to know that i really cant bear to let you go.
i want you all by my side whenever anything happen
always think about you might leave me or go to ns my tears will automatic flow out from my eyes.
you are so important to me.
no one ever so concern about me.
our 2 years is coming and you are going to enlist to ns le
like that our meeting is getting lesser and lesser le.
when i work morning no one will fetch me go home le.
unless its fall on weekends.
bi i want to tell you i really love you alot.
nothing gonna change my love for you.
i will be there for you no matter what.
i will wait for you to finish ur ns.

I think i do wrong things again.. i shouldn't ask you to repeat.. so that you wont shout at me le.. im sorry for making you angry all the time.. dui bu qi.. just now you shouted me make me feel so scared you know.. i know is my fault..

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bi,
i love you..
been with you for so long,
you always pampered me like no one do..
but i never regret being together with you..
always come pei me when i end work or when i off..
being with you every time i feel so happy..
this January will be 1 year 8 months le.
i miss you so much..
cant meet you everyday i feel so lonely..
how i wish i can hug,kiss and say i love you to you..

bi, still remember when we first met at hougang..
i will never forget about that day..
and you fetch me home from school and work..
always make you travel to come meet me..
i love you always <3

sorry baby

Baby sorry i make you angry again..

I always make you angry de..

Dui bu qi..

I dont know what to do then i wont make you angry..

All in these time i make you angry de most..

Im sorry..

I love you so much..

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