it's been a month since i last wrote.
baby now having his driving course.
i get to see him quite many times a week sometimes.
not like last time we only meet once a week.
i quite happy actually.
but sometimes i angry with myself.
cause i always make him angry,worry.
i know he is my darling, but i still don't wish to make him angry,worry or sometimes sad.
i'm sorry if i always make you piss off,upset.
i will try my best not to make you angry.
i will try to change for a better gf.

sometimes due to working schedule, i can only get to meet you after work which is after 10 pm.
the most i can only accompany you till 1 plus or 2.
always let you see my tired face, then you will start to worry that whether i got enough rest anot.
sorry honey, make you worry.

i know somtimes i always take thousand years to reply your text.
i'm sorry cause sometimes i really never notice it when i using com, or watching tv.
sometimes when you get angry, i will start to blame myself for making you angry again.
the only thing i know is to cry only.
i know you dont like me to cry, cause you not beside me cannot lend me your shoulder.
but as long as your soul are with me, i'm happy already.
i'm sorry sometimes i can't give you what you want from me.
sometimes i really want to change for you. but i know it takes time.
so i hope you can forgive me for what i had done in the past.
i still love you so much that nothing can compare.
we had been together for 2 years 5 months and 14 days.
very soon we gonna be 2 years 6 months. then follow by 3 years.
i will not leave you no matter what.
unless you don't want me anymore.
i love you baby