woke up at 7.15am, went to bathe and prepare.
went out of house at 8.20am.
reach mrt station was about 8.30plus, went into the cabin and waited for the train to move.
stand for about 15 mins the train is still not moving, see alot of people went out of the cabin to take cab to work. but i choose to stand there and wait.
i have the intention to take cab to school.
it was wasting money as today i does not want to reach school on time. so i choose to wait for the train to move. and i dun want to waste my money when i didnt even take the train.
reach serangoon my leg totally went jelly type. i cant even walk properly sia.
i slowly walk to circle line. reach bishan slowly walk to school. i cant take it anymore.
i need to sit more. i went to the class and teacher ask me why i was late.
i shout across to the teacher that i was stuck in the train for 1 and half hour.
1 of my classmate say so kua zhang but its true. i didnt lie.
alot of ppl was stuck in the train too.
what a unlucky day i have today.

wth.
and now you got another blog never tell me.
is this call friends?
now i knw that a 7 days boyfriend can replace a 3 years plus good friends.
i dunno what to say anymore.
you changed so much.
are you still the ISEBELLA KANG GUI LAN that i know from 3 years ago?
and now you make me drop tears again.
you know how much you meant to me anot.
i really treat you as my good good good friends.
you know how important you are in my life anot.
i never blame you for lying to me alrdy.
but i need time to forget all this.
now i wonder are we still friends?
i alrdy give you all my blessing,
why you still like this?
why dun wan to let me know?
stop hiding things away from me can anot.
just tell me the truth is that so difficult.
i wont blame you anymore.
i just want all the truth.

this time you make me very disappointed.
you stead with him why don't dare tell me, you should know me well.
i won't because you stead with him and don't be your friend anymore.
i won't okays. get this right!
you should know if you tell me in the first place i wont be that sad rather than now right.
and the answer you told me is that you yi shi wang ji.
how can that be, you my close friend lei.
not those normal friend lei.
some more that time at chalet you know that i dui him you hao gan.
and you went to hospital to visit him, nvm i thought you really go visit your friend.
and when you got stead, i ask you who.
you lie to me, you tell me is ur gb hse there de.
nvm, i believe you.
when you stead with him, and you know that we are monster and hamster.
you still can choose not to tell me.
what is this?
should friends do that.
i dun think so. how can you do that?
after i find sth fishy i ask you.
you still tell me you dunno who.
again you lie to me .
is it so difficult to tell me the truth?
i know you will say you dun wan to be hurt or break our friendship.
have you ever see me do that ?
let say jenson la.
that time tricia like him and they stead,
did i say i want to break friendship with tricia?
no right.?
we been friends for like going 3 years and you still dunno wo de wei ren mehs?
every time something happen between us the trust is not there.
then because you were my girlfriend and my closest friend i choose to forgive you and help you build the trust in my heart.
again the trust is broken, nvm i help you build again.
because you were my girlfriend and my closest friend ever i choose to do these.
maybe you will say i also never ask you to help me build the trust, is you ownself want to build it.
okays, everything is wo zi yuan de.
because i thought you will change whenever we quarrel or sth.
from my first impression of you being my friends you change from bad to worst.
i cant believe that. but i still choose to be friends with you.
you hong never mind. i nothing to say.
i let you hong. but you seems like getting guo fen and guo fen.
i still choose to be ur friends.


sometimes i still think are you worth for me to do these?
i told myself because i treat you as my girlfriend, closest friend and good friend, so i do all these is worth it. but now i dunno what to tell myself what to do. everytime i choose to forgive you, you know how much pain i suffer anot?
because of you i cried when chatting with you on msn.