i freaking hate this family..
she is treating me like her maid. ask me do this do that.
also not say she dun have legs and hands why cant she do it herself??
other people will bring their sibling go out. have you bring me out since the last movie we together watch at cinema is wad movie mahs? is ' i not stupid' do u knw how long was that?? when ur friend ask u who talk to you, do u still rmb wad u told them ' aiyo is my idiot sis' have u ever heard me say to my friend anot. why cant u respect me as ur younger sister.

jus a food container why must you say me got no brain. like you ownself got brain. ur salary is not much llorhhs. how can u say i got no brain.i was wondering whether u have another family outside anot. got money can late late come home. no money jiu reach home damn early. do u knw that how i wish one day u would ask me how is my work??or how is my school? have u do a part as a father mahs? you come home onli eat, bathe , watch news or newspaper and sleep? do u knw my friend parents are much more better. why cant you all like them.

thanks mum,
for bearing my temper when i'm not in good mood sometime. and those food that you bought for me. i want wad u will always buy for me. althought sometimes i have to wait for 2-3 weeks? but it's okay at least you still buy for me.

I HATE THIS FAMILY. I'M A HUMAN NOT A MAID IN THIS HOUSE.

now is 3.35pm and i need to go prepare to go bathe and go out.
and the sky seems like going to rain. hope it won't rain at paris ris.
cuz my class gonna have a BBQ at paris ris park!!
if it rain how are we going to BBQ!!!
maybe tonight after BBQ meet xavier. he gonna fetch me home ..
cool~~ second time people fetch me home!! so great!!
first time is ISEBELLA GIRLFRIEND fetch me home!!

sians. my school holiday still have around 2 weeks and i haven even touch my homework at all. i think this time i have to really work hard le. but how to. when ever i saw books infront of me i will fall asleep. shag sia.

need go bathe and prepare. bye peeps..

shag shag shag...
nowdays so many things happen..
shiying quarrel with cheers people.
den bel never go work. haiish..
den i being yuan wang by someone...
but then it haven even happened and she say me.
NOT FAIR!! i where got everytime go office sit.
you dun anyhow say me llorhhs.
if chris never told i still wouldn't know you say me behind my back!!

never mind la. sometimes i really tired mahs. den you all can sit and slack we all cannot sit and slack. you think only you all very hard working, we also very hard working llorhhs.

working at 8am. shag sia. so early but lucky is chris shift so good..

ysd went to work place. then after that meet chris and then accompany bel go home put things. after that we walk around then we pei nichol go home. after that all went home. den bel give me money to tak cab and i send her too.

anw i today goin work place to wash things. as tmr there is a 5Cs competition. hahas. cool hope we can get champion den like that we will have big feast. and we can take pay oso. *pray hard*

needa go and bathe and have dinner. and meet shiying at bus stop and walk to mall.

this post is especially for YOU!!!
i think you should know the YOU is who bahs!!


i think there is something that you're hiding from me and her!
i went to see the people that we know.
you tag them and ask them to link you.
the only people that you never ask to link you is me and her!
does you still treat me as your GIRLFRIEND mahs?
why must you do that?
i treat you as my best friend then now you like that treat me?
is it fair for me??
do you ever think for me anot?
you went to meet people is your business but i hope you can tell me the truth.
i don't like people lie to me.
especially YOU!! you know mahs!
do you know that you are very important to me??
sometimes i think that do you really treat me as your girlfriend mahs?
other people lie to me i don't care. cuz i haven treat them as my BEST friend like how i treat you.
i treat you as my BEST GIRLFRIEND that i have in my life lei.
have you ever think of that mahs!
i think you don't like people lie to you bahs!

you should know that being ps or lie by your GOOD FRIEND is not a very nice feeling bahs.
i knw i sometimes i shouted at you. is because my mood was not right at that moment!
i apologise to you that i shouted at you when i feeling angry or sad!
i know you care and concern about me alot. thanks . this is what i can say to you!
you can take it as nothing happen or whatever you like. this is how i think during this few days. ARE YOU REALLY MY BEST FRIEND THAT I HAD FOUND?
it seem like i cant get the answer from myself.
you know this few days i feel so sad and emo mahs? is because i don't want to let you know about this first. until now i really cannot take it anymore.
if you wanna continue as a normal friend not GIRLFRIEND you can tell me!
i hope you can give me an answer by ur blog post or sms! thanks.

today wasn't my day!!
the moment i went in to office 'she' ask me to cook chicken.
i don't wish to cook. then i told her that i don't want it today.
den i guailan her back den she buay song me. super dulan llorhhs.
although it affect my mood when i start my work. i didn't talk to her for few hours.
thanks to this person keep on ask me to smile. hahas.
during that time i really don't wish to smile and talk. the moment i talk it makes my heart feel like crying!!

shag shag shag sia.
how i wish she can treat me like how she treat the 'others' people.
not i want to say she bias but that's the truth. everything doesn't seem right for me!! right now i need a shoulder for me to lean on. how i wish he knows that!! haiish!!
the feeling is so bad when i see he wait for 'HER' it makes my heart feel bad!! so pain you knw~~~!! :(


nichol: thanks for cheering me up during that time. XIE XIE!! but in the end your mood also change!! although i dunno wad happen to you~! if you want a listen ear can tell me. i willing to hear all your sorrows.

isebella: bel don't you know nowadays you change alot. since after sunday night at KFC!!