its been 5 days that i never update my blog.
hahas. now i in school using laptop.
hahas. good right. but the worst part is that i have to do my coursework.
recently feeling very sad. because of CHAN DEMING.
he got people he like le. good for him.
although feel happy for him and feel sad for me.
i still thought that 1 day i may ahem...
now the hope is gone..
hope 1 day it will come back to me...
currently looking for songs. all the song make me feel so boring.

nowdays i have been acting i very happy, but actually is not.
many things had happen to me this month.
GOD why choose me. why is me. can't be other people.
why all things happen to me... ahhhh. i dun wan this type of life.