without your text yesterday night and today morning the feeling is weird.
feel  like crying.
now my eyes like abit swollen.
weird feeling.

I'm happy

Ever since i get to know you, i feel so happy everyday.
And now we are together, you make me love you more and more each day.
You are so different from other guys.
You are much more better than E.

7 october

So freaking tired.
Somebody sabo chris shift.
Only left me chris yunyun ririn and hua eng working.
2 guy nv come.
Needa sleep now. If not later same thing happen again die already.

had a little tiff with boyf 2 days ago. ):
every time when we quarrel he would always say he was in the wrong because he give me attitude and too petty(xiaoqi).
but i was the one who started quarreling.
i said sorry to him and he would said i was not in the wrong..
some times i really don't know what he thinking about.
wake up at 7.30am due to my phone alarm clock which i set for school.
i didn't switch off so i was awake by the alarm.
today i guess i can talk to him.
so long didn't talk to him le. (:

miss him so much!!
BABYPIG <3 is still in his lala land ):

i'm blogging here and surfing the net while waiting for some people to finish their previous test then we can proceed to the next test!
most people is waiting for those 3 people to finish!
gosh! today school end at 5 ):
left 3 days to 2 weeks HOLIDAY!!
tomorrow have make-up workshop.
i dunno whether want to go anot..
abit lazy sia!

been going to school and study
test and test and test!!
when can this end??
i'm tired with all these!
every week is go school, and then go work!
what a boring life i have!
recently nth happen!
but just now sth happen.
not gonna elaborate.
because it is damn scary!!
need to forget abt it. if not i don't know how am i going to sleep with this kind of feeling!!
and baby when are you going to text me? i guess you fall asleep already.
i have to wait until afternoon then i get your text!
miss die you!!

so long didnt update this dead blog..
in school now!!..
feeling so sucky nowdays!!
no mood to update alrdy!!

was on the phone with GIRLF ♥
she told me about her and her boyf..
if really so tong ku must as well listen to us give yourself a break, leave the guy..
i was in the same situation as you before..
you also told me to leave the guy,
i also tell you very difficult to leave,
what for because of a guy you live until so tong ku..
am i right?


feel like changing blogskin.
maybe wait until i free from school or holiday bahs.
time check: 10.14pm.
not sure what to do at this time.
i guess i have to go and find some dvd and watch.
so bored! shall continue with 'wo de yi wan mian bao'


tmr should be going for movie session with shiying to lido to watch movie.
hope the chair is very comfortable unlike last time that went with chris.
good night peeps.
might update tmr night or wednesday!

went to shop for slippers with my sister today at city square mall.
wanted to go eat the kichi kichi hotpot with my sis,
but then mum cook curry chicken, so long didnt eat so decided to eat hotpot other day.
hope is nicer than the one 1 hougang mall.
so i guess she will be treating me??
hahas,
today off day and thurs off day.
on fri have to work until sun then get to off,
but the off is have to go sch,
and see the old hag face!!
her lesson is fcuking boring!!
but have to bear with it for like 4 months like that.
time files faster please!!!
i want to get out of that school and not study anymore!!
study makes me so sick and tired!!
bye gonna go watch 个人取向already..

so tired...
yesterday went to play badminton and volleyball with bel.
now my whole body hurts.
feel so shiok after so long didnt play until so 'hardcore' already..

slept at 3am just now,
now is 12.05 i wake up so early...
needa go work later
so sians.

ysd night when i was about to put song into my phone,
suddenly it dunno what happen it go to the restore mode(not sure what is it call)
then nearly all my text and contact number gone..
after went to youtube to search for some similar things too..
soon i can on back but then songs and my video gone.
lucky my message and my contact number is still there..

gonna go rest more now. if not later working that time sure tired until wan to die.

THURSDAY
meet up with ANISSYA, BEL, AMANDA, SHIYING and her boyfriend.
went to play badminton.
before we start to play we went to mac to have my so called lunch.
we having fun and laughter during eating.
after badminton went to compass, ShiYing send her boyfriend to mrt and bid goodbye.
and we went to basement to have our ice-cream session.
had fun and laughter again.
went to walk around.
and went home after that.

FRIDAY
didn't went to school as they were having celebration of National Day
early morning went to Rivervale Plaza with mum to have breakfast with her and buy stuff too.
reached home around 3pm went down with mum and sister to buy tibits.
reached home 4.30pm bathe and nua at home for awhile and went to work.
around 8.30pm ANISSYA came. around 9 she went to Rivervale Plaza to find her friend!
ended work SHIYING came to meet me and  ANISSYA.
went to slack.

SATURDAY
went out of house at 2plus to meet ANISSYA.
take bus and walk to mall.
slack around mall after that went to work.
ended work at 10.30 like that.
slack and walked home with TRICIA and bid goodbye to her.

SUNDAY
actually work morning today, but due to some changes i work night.
hopefully tonight wont happen anything.
working with two irritating ppl. hope i wont get pissed off and angry when i'm working.
don't know why these few days i get mood swing so easily.
later going work, BORING~
tomorrow going out with GIRLFRIENDS!
going for cycling session, movie session, talking session, and of course FIREWORKS!

tricia mummy:
cheer up. don't think too much.

missing you~

nowadays i very easily tired
the moment i reached home from school
i always got the feeling of going to sleep.
so tired.
now its saturday already
1 more days to Sunday and then Monday again.

currently nua-ing in lab.
doing nothing, but only fbing fbing.
sians... i didn't bring my thumb-drive then i cant complete my PIE project.

missing you is part of my routine now.
watching my drama now and my mind keep on flash with your image.
every time saw you my heart beat faster and faster until it so hard to breathe.
and my face turn red within 1 min.
that's fast. every moment feel like seeing you.
but i know cant.
how i wish you were staying at the same block as me.
because like that after work i can wait for you, you can wait for me and we can go home together.
its that sweet!! (:

missing you

I'm missing you like no tomorrow.
never see you gives me bad mood.
i don't mind waiting for your text everyday.
you seems very irritated whenever i text you
every time i read your old text
my face automatically will smile,
sometimes i feel so sweet when you say you miss me.
I'm so happy!
feeling tired and my eyes is closing soon.
boy, i miss you!!

girlfriend,
cheer up alright?
i want the old you, not now the you!!
he dun wan you is he stupid.
dun because of one tree you give up the whole forest!
fall down already must straight away stand up.
don't sit down there and wait.
i know you love this guy a lot.
but is he doing the same?
so it's not worth it.
cheer up! anything text me!!

i like to wait for your text every night.
no matter now late i'm willing to wait.
this is how i am when i'm waiting for your text.

am i feeling hungry that's why i'm feeling dizzy and feel like vomiting?
aiyo how i was you was beside me.
and my eyes going to close already.
going sleep already.
good night peeps.

Am i falling in love with you?
Am i? I'm confuse.

now i'm kinda confuse
i do have good feelings for you
but i don't know what to do.
what should i do?
can you tell me?
i don't know i like you or i love you.
i don't dare to say because i scare being hurt also can say i that i scare you are being hurt too!
i don't want to repeat the history again for you.
i don't understand what i'm thinking.