you are the only person that i don't have difficulties to talk to about my weakness or the outer side of myself.
only you are the only 1 that i have the courage to say those things infront of you.
i do not know why i don't have the fear to say out the things.
i always wanted to find a person to talk to about those i have.
after you had been working with me i found out that you are the only person i don't have a big distance.
although some of you are close to me but i still do not dare to talk about that with you guys.
only you *** that i have the courage to tell/share with you about those things i have.
i think you should know what i'm thinking.
only you know that whenever got people say me/give me names i would burst into tears.
only infront of you i speak of those i won't burst into tears.
i wanted to chill and not think about those things that happened in the afternoon.
i know people would make fun of me/ give me names but only you and others won't.
i'm happy to have you, tricia, huiping and others that don't mind to be my friends.

just wanted to say:
heyz friends,
thanks for being my friend all these times. i won't forget those times that you all treat me so well. i'm glad to have you all as my friends. i know after you all read this, you all willcome and tell me that you all will be my friend is my character is not about my appearance. but appearance is impotant isn't it? and you all will come and say" heyz cheer up." "don't care about them. they are just jealous". i know you all just to cheer me up. i know you all are just wei le wo hao.
last but not least. thanks.

still got 3 hours and 24 minutes to CHRISTMAS!

found this funny video at youtube.
so i decided to share with everyone.

fcuk sia.
today i get my GCE n level result i got 20 points.
that 1 point extra sia.
if not i can go sec 5.
haiish every thing fated!
can't blame.
who ask me never study hard enough.
i believe that she can promote to sec 5.
anyway who cares i dun need care so much.
oso not my problem.
next year is she suffer not me what.

ahh...
english c5
comb. humanities ungraded
mathematics c5
comb. science b4
F&N b3
chinese b3
chinese oral merit.
cool~
i think i need time to think over bahhs.

every week i have been chiong-in taiwan drama.
all the drama i watched is damn nice.
especially:
1. hi, my sweetheart
2. Autumn's Concerto
3. momo love

for korea drama is:
1. you're beautiful

all the drama i suggest is very very nice.
got time can go and watch.

omg~
this coming Friday i getting my N level result already!
time pass so freaking fast.
shit la.
i don't want to get .
i haven enjoy my holiday yet.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

pray hard that i won't done so badly please!

being chiong work these few months.
i gonna buy my ipod touch la!
i wanted for so long already!
after buying i think i will be broke.
anyway i now already broke le.

hellos peeps.
i got a drama to intro to everyone.
it is a korea drama.
it's freaking nice drama.
for those who will cry easily u have to prepare tissue when u watch the drama.
especially when it comes near to the last episode.
i cried alot of times.

the show name is you're beautiful.
feel free to watch the drama.

23 Nov
went to compass with sister to buy stuff.
oh gosh, i spent nearly $60. half of my pay was gone!
no choice this have to spent monthly or daily.
i'm working and using the pay to survive without using parents money.
see how noble am i.
hahaha. i'm so thick skin. ;p
bought hot shot dvd.
like finally i bought the show.
that time i wanted to buy but is not the whole show out so i waited until now.
and got 30& off. so i can save some of the money for next month to use.

24 Nov
went to punggol plaza just now to buy hair dye.
actually wanted to dye yesterday but then my brother go and use the rest.
so he pay for another hair dye for me.
hahas. save my money. but i not sure whether will have the colour.
hope have if not it waste money.
now is 7.08pm i gonna go and eat my dinner if not my mum will nag and nag.

oh manz!
i down with flu this morning.
ohmy, and i'm working today!
god bless me! hope i working won't be sneezing!
if not i sure very tired!

16 Nov
went to watch 2012.
the show fxxxing nice.
most of the people die because tsunami.
lucky singapore won't have.
i dun wish to see people being drown by water infront of me!
that so scary!

time checke
1.16pm. think i gonna take medicine and go and have a nap.
if not later i work sure die!!

went for buddhist dinner yesterday.
i saw some caicai too! and ahlian too!
got 1 girl walked pass got this uncle say "nowdays those teenager girls wear the short so short. then they say wait till next generation they just wear bra and panties like this can go out already"
hahas i was laughing all the way.
today going to meet GIRLFRIEND to buy her friend bbq stuff.
and until 7 plus i'm going to see caicai!
hahas. every year will do the same thing.
so cool!
needa to go and bathe and prepare lliaos.

been so tired these few days!
have been working since Friday until Sunday.
recently have some much customer.
until we all don't get to sit down and chit chat.
these 3 day my leg had been very sour.
it make me almost i can't sleep on Friday night.

after working my weekly routine is go to block and sit down and slack with GSY!
i haven seen her boyfriend for very long time.
stay at home will make me bored.
so i try to get approve to go out and meet my friends.
i heard there was class chalet but no one tells me about that.
and no 1 give me any information too.
maybe they does not want me to go also.
who knows.

god damn it.
my leg is still sour.

touching~

lyrics of the song:

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。


this song is so touching!
must listen.

boring day!

this is my 4th post for today! cool~
today i stayed at home the whole day!
today i only use computer, watch television.
nothing much today do!

Alice told me that we going to have class chalet.
not sure whether going anot.
as i do not know about that!
see I'm working anot.
sorry if i can't go.
feel happy for Alice as she found a job!

funny video

nowadays I'm crazy about G-Dragon.
because of his HEARTBREAKER this song!
so nice and so tempting to listen.
the tempo is so cool.

bored~

Now is 12.22am and I'm still awake!

19 October
stay at home the whole as i don't feel like going out!
so tired today! dunno is it due to yesterday finish work go home and bathe den go out!
i slept until 4 pm today!
i broke my record.
i used to sleep until 2 when there is no school but now is 2 hours later !
cool~~
sorry Girlfriend,
u not feeling good mood and i didn't go and comfort you.
sorry!

20 October
ShiYing asking me whether want to go and have dinner.
still thinking!
but no money lei how to go?
i got the feeling to eat steamboat!
i don't nowadays what i want to do.
holiday feeling so bored!

happy birthday HUIPING!

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR GAN HUIPING :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIPING,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

today is my HUIPING TAI MA BIRTHDAY!
TODAY SHE BECOME 17.
*CLAP CLAP*
EVERYONE WHO IS BORN IN 1992 IS GETTING OLDER!
NEXT YEAR WE ALL GOING TO TURN INTO 18!
GETTING OLDER AND OLDER!
SOON WE WILL MARRIED AND GIVE BIRTH.
AHAHAS.
IT SEEMS LIKE I THINK TOO FAR ALREADY!

going out later to meet GIRLFRIEND!
it is so boring to stay at home when my bro and sis is at home!
cause i cant get to use com.
so the only way was to go out to kill time!
that's the best i can do.
going Kovan to slack.
after i come bacl will be using com.
i think so.
need to go and prepare already!

finally is holiday!
today is an official day for MY HOLIDAY!!

i think I'm going out today!
but i dunno where to go!
maybe going to watch movie with girlfriend!
not confirm yet!

yesterday and Saturday have been working.
Saturday have a great time during work with Shiying and Chris.
after closing me, sy and chris we went to the food court to have our supper!
it seems like it is going to be the same like last time.
i think that should be great!

Sunday work with sy.
after closing i, sy and her bf we went to resident corner to slack.
they quarrel again.
i feel like so extra there!
but now they are back to normal already!
that's great isn't it?
hope they will last long!
guess what they quarrel because of MAPLE!!
they are so cute, especially they are arguing.

now nothing to do.
what should i do now??
so boring.
haiish!