been going to school and study
test and test and test!!
when can this end??
i'm tired with all these!
every week is go school, and then go work!
what a boring life i have!
recently nth happen!
but just now sth happen.
not gonna elaborate.
because it is damn scary!!
need to forget abt it. if not i don't know how am i going to sleep with this kind of feeling!!
and baby when are you going to text me? i guess you fall asleep already.
i have to wait until afternoon then i get your text!
miss die you!!

so long didnt update this dead blog..
in school now!!..
feeling so sucky nowdays!!
no mood to update alrdy!!

was on the phone with GIRLF ♥
she told me about her and her boyf..
if really so tong ku must as well listen to us give yourself a break, leave the guy..
i was in the same situation as you before..
you also told me to leave the guy,
i also tell you very difficult to leave,
what for because of a guy you live until so tong ku..
am i right?


feel like changing blogskin.
maybe wait until i free from school or holiday bahs.
time check: 10.14pm.
not sure what to do at this time.
i guess i have to go and find some dvd and watch.
so bored! shall continue with 'wo de yi wan mian bao'


tmr should be going for movie session with shiying to lido to watch movie.
hope the chair is very comfortable unlike last time that went with chris.
good night peeps.
might update tmr night or wednesday!

went to shop for slippers with my sister today at city square mall.
wanted to go eat the kichi kichi hotpot with my sis,
but then mum cook curry chicken, so long didnt eat so decided to eat hotpot other day.
hope is nicer than the one 1 hougang mall.
so i guess she will be treating me??
hahas,
today off day and thurs off day.
on fri have to work until sun then get to off,
but the off is have to go sch,
and see the old hag face!!
her lesson is fcuking boring!!
but have to bear with it for like 4 months like that.
time files faster please!!!
i want to get out of that school and not study anymore!!
study makes me so sick and tired!!
bye gonna go watch 个人取向already..

so tired...
yesterday went to play badminton and volleyball with bel.
now my whole body hurts.
feel so shiok after so long didnt play until so 'hardcore' already..

slept at 3am just now,
now is 12.05 i wake up so early...
needa go work later
so sians.

ysd night when i was about to put song into my phone,
suddenly it dunno what happen it go to the restore mode(not sure what is it call)
then nearly all my text and contact number gone..
after went to youtube to search for some similar things too..
soon i can on back but then songs and my video gone.
lucky my message and my contact number is still there..

gonna go rest more now. if not later working that time sure tired until wan to die.

THURSDAY
meet up with ANISSYA, BEL, AMANDA, SHIYING and her boyfriend.
went to play badminton.
before we start to play we went to mac to have my so called lunch.
we having fun and laughter during eating.
after badminton went to compass, ShiYing send her boyfriend to mrt and bid goodbye.
and we went to basement to have our ice-cream session.
had fun and laughter again.
went to walk around.
and went home after that.

FRIDAY
didn't went to school as they were having celebration of National Day
early morning went to Rivervale Plaza with mum to have breakfast with her and buy stuff too.
reached home around 3pm went down with mum and sister to buy tibits.
reached home 4.30pm bathe and nua at home for awhile and went to work.
around 8.30pm ANISSYA came. around 9 she went to Rivervale Plaza to find her friend!
ended work SHIYING came to meet me and  ANISSYA.
went to slack.

SATURDAY
went out of house at 2plus to meet ANISSYA.
take bus and walk to mall.
slack around mall after that went to work.
ended work at 10.30 like that.
slack and walked home with TRICIA and bid goodbye to her.

SUNDAY
actually work morning today, but due to some changes i work night.
hopefully tonight wont happen anything.
working with two irritating ppl. hope i wont get pissed off and angry when i'm working.
don't know why these few days i get mood swing so easily.
later going work, BORING~
tomorrow going out with GIRLFRIENDS!
going for cycling session, movie session, talking session, and of course FIREWORKS!

tricia mummy:
cheer up. don't think too much.

missing you~

nowadays i very easily tired
the moment i reached home from school
i always got the feeling of going to sleep.
so tired.
now its saturday already
1 more days to Sunday and then Monday again.

currently nua-ing in lab.
doing nothing, but only fbing fbing.
sians... i didn't bring my thumb-drive then i cant complete my PIE project.

missing you is part of my routine now.
watching my drama now and my mind keep on flash with your image.
every time saw you my heart beat faster and faster until it so hard to breathe.
and my face turn red within 1 min.
that's fast. every moment feel like seeing you.
but i know cant.
how i wish you were staying at the same block as me.
because like that after work i can wait for you, you can wait for me and we can go home together.
its that sweet!! (:

missing you

I'm missing you like no tomorrow.
never see you gives me bad mood.
i don't mind waiting for your text everyday.
you seems very irritated whenever i text you
every time i read your old text
my face automatically will smile,
sometimes i feel so sweet when you say you miss me.
I'm so happy!
feeling tired and my eyes is closing soon.
boy, i miss you!!

girlfriend,
cheer up alright?
i want the old you, not now the you!!
he dun wan you is he stupid.
dun because of one tree you give up the whole forest!
fall down already must straight away stand up.
don't sit down there and wait.
i know you love this guy a lot.
but is he doing the same?
so it's not worth it.
cheer up! anything text me!!

i like to wait for your text every night.
no matter now late i'm willing to wait.
this is how i am when i'm waiting for your text.

am i feeling hungry that's why i'm feeling dizzy and feel like vomiting?
aiyo how i was you was beside me.
and my eyes going to close already.
going sleep already.
good night peeps.

Am i falling in love with you?
Am i? I'm confuse.

now i'm kinda confuse
i do have good feelings for you
but i don't know what to do.
what should i do?
can you tell me?
i don't know i like you or i love you.
i don't dare to say because i scare being hurt also can say i that i scare you are being hurt too!
i don't want to repeat the history again for you.
i don't understand what i'm thinking.

what happen to me now?
suddenly i feel like crying!
oh my god! am i jealous or what?
why i got that feeling?

i want to scream out loud.
school is starting just 1 more day!
why can't give us holiday more longer!!
i don't wish to go school on monday
stomach cramp must go school, somemore the first day got PE.
i hate to have PE when i have stomach cramp.
painful like hell!!

so long didn't update my blog already.
had been working for the past few weeks.
was too lazy to update too!
going out in the morning with my mum and sis.
mum went for appointment.
might went to IKEA to buy new fan.
gonna stop on air-con cuz it starts to rain in my room!!
hahas jkjk is the air-con start to drip water again. sians.
in the middle of the night can go toilet cuz if go the floor will be damn wet!!
time check: 2.46 am
i'm still infront of the com and update.
going to slp alrdy, needa wake up at 7 plus later!!
urgggg!!! sian after that have to go work!!
aiyo. so tired! no choice because of handphone bill have to work more days during holidays!
sync so long still haven okays.. wth!

had been sick since Saturday.
having high fever that day.
my temperature was 39.4 degree.
was so tired and no strength to move everywhere!
went to see doctor and i got 2 days mc.
now fever is gone but cough and sore throat is still here!
so not fully recover.
next monday going watch movie with shiying.
still dunno meeting her what time.
i think shall meet her in the late afternoon or evening bahhs.
should call other ppl go also?
should ask her whether she want anot.
i guess if all girls should be fun!
tata gonna rest now.

i like falling in love with thai song.
their song meaning is damn sad sia.
i went to search for his name in msn,
guess what i found his account.
and the display picture is him and a girl.
i dunno what to react at that moment of time.
how i wish someone was beside me and lend me shoulder for me to lean.
slowly tears rolled down my cheek.
i felt damn sad, i also dunno why.
i know that feeling fade. but why i still cry?
i dun get it.
everything is not right for me.
yesterday night i found out that he's playing.
and today i lai ang.
damn suay. i dunno what to do sia.
haiish. i want to forget what i saw,
but the image just keep on appear in my mind.
fcuk sia. damn irritating la!!!
get out of my brain now.
i dun wish to see you anymore.
hope you and the girl last long.
they had been together since last year November 16.
which is we stead for 1 year and 6 days he got another girlfriend behind my back.
haiish.