it goes back again.

i thought you said that you won't bu li wo without reason.
now i didn't do anything, why you still ignoring me?
it is true that you don't even like me?
i can believe what your friend says?
every image of you is appearing inside my mind.
we had 4 days never contact already.
are you avoiding me?
can stop doing all these to me?
i can't stand it anymore.
stop it please. i beg you.
yesterday was your birthday,
i message to wish you.

you didn't even bother to reply and say thanks or whatever.
you are making me worried you know that?

GOH SHI YING HAPPY 
BELATED BIRTHDAY!

so long i haven update..

going to holiday soon.

still got 25 days to SCH HOLIDAY!

tmr will be going to SIMEI ite.

wonder should i go with tricia?

i have to reach there before 9.30am

sians. at least i no need to have lesson.

most of my classmates have to go school and have lesson.

coool!~

today CS teacher never come to class, we have 2 free period.

at first we still thought BPF teacher got come, in the end also never come.

never come tell earlier la.

den we can go school at 2pm.

like that we no need wake up so early.

now time is 6.57pm going 7pm.

needa go eat dinner already.

OMG~
I'm 18 years old already!
I'm getting older already!
yesterday was my birthday!
had celebration with friends.

friday(0502)
after school went home, bathe and change.
went to meet chris at marina sqaure.
went to eat yuki yaki.
i reach there around 3 plus.
omg do not have enough time for ice cream.
haiish..
went to walk walk and we settle at andersen for ice cream.
hahas.. hahas. she paid everything for me. (:
around 7 plus she meeting her friend, so i does not want to be light bulb i went to meet bel. at her working place.
waited for her to end work.
pei her go home bathe and change.
i went home to put itouch if i never put i can ton on that day.
after putting itouch i went out again with bel.
we went to sk. we went to mall, plaza and back to mall.
that all for that day.

SAT(0602)
went out with tricia, huiping, bel.
we went to yuki yaki again.
this time i had the ice cream.
the taste not bad.. we had so much fun eating the ice cream.
after eating we went to walk walk.
then we went to amk. we went to sing.
after singing went to hub to buy tricia bag.
at there we saw nyssa and nichol.
so coincidence. so long didnt see them alrdy.
after buying bag tricia went back home.
not long after we went back home too..

Sun(0702)
was working at 8am. but i wake up at 7.30am.
does not have enough time for me to reach there.
so i told manager i will late. hahas.
reach there 8.30am.
start to do stuff.
ended work at 3pm.
went off with amy, and back home to clear my room.
tiring day.

Mon(0802)
this date is the day i was born.
and now i was 18 years old.
omg. that was fcuking fast..
so many people wish me happy birthday.
but the sad thing is that my close friend didnt wish me.
how sad am i. haiish..
mayb i not as important as ur other friends.
went out to catch movie with bel and her boyf.
the movie we watched was 'the spy next door'
i knw the movie was out very long. cuz i dun have time to catch movie.
at first i thought he can meet and go with us.
but i was wrong. he didnt even contact me.
so sad! but is okay, as long as we are back to normal.

I'm sorry that I make you pissed off yesterday.
i already apologize to you a lot of times already.
when are you going to forgive me.
you don't ignore me can?
i don't like the way now you treat me.
can you treat me like how you treat me?
you say that you like me
but now you treat me like this.
i cannot take it anymore.
i can't imagine a day without your message.
can you faster message me?
if you can't message can at least call me!
that will do.
i just to go back to the first time we message.
that's all i wished for.

today had celebration with my friends!
had so much fun, went crazy and went emo too!
don't wish to elaborate.
i don't really know what i do wrong these days.
people talk to me in a very angry/fierce tone!
i don't what i do.
now my tears just can stop rolling down.
i really very upset, although I'm happy today!
will upload photos. when i have time.
no mood to do things now.
see ya friends! meet up soon again!

still got 2 days to FRIDAY!
chris gonna celebrate my birthday with me on FRIDAY!
she gonna treat me eat!!

3 more days to celebrate with my BELOVED FRIENDS!
5 more days to actual BIRTHDAY!
muhahahahaha!!!
yea. 18 soon!!

today school was alright.
had 2 talks in a day!
but was ohkays cuz both is quite short.
the first 1 was half an hour.
the second is 1 hour.
after the second talk we all went back to class to have CS test.
CS is Customer Service.
the test was soso.
but when i tried to memorize the notes nothing goes inside my head!
arggggg!!
after that was suppose to be lunch break.
before teacher release us she told us that mr SOON is not in school today.
so everyone of us were so happy because we can go off damn early.
we all go off at 12pm.
it was same timing as yesterday.
but sad to say that tmr have SPORTS & WELLNESS!!
sians. i don't like sia.
cuz have to run at the carpark.
sians i still have half round to run. sian
hope teacher forget about that!
needa go and clean clean already.
if not Friday and SATURDAY cant go out.

COUNTING DOWN

Still got 4 more days to my celebration.
still got 6 more days to my actual BIRTHDAY!
yea!! finally 18 already!
waited for so long.
guys don't forget my present alright!
hahas.

hope friday can faster come!
Saturday too... hahas
Friday someone is going to treat me eat..
hahas. cuz she can't go out and celebrate with us so she has to treat me eat as a present! hahas!!

i cant wait for Saturday!!
muhahahahhahahahas!!!!

Now I'm feeling so shag!!!!!
My favourite Korean group is coming Singapore today ...
Wth!! I can't go also!
Tmr Sunday they having autograph session!
I cannot go sia!!! I want they autograph and handshake
but sad to say that they only 1 autograph person CD!
Why can't they let ppl have all the group member signature
if I can go I want taemin autograph!
He so cute sia!! He same age as me sia!!!
I WANT THEIR AlBUM LA!!
I want handshake with taemin, Minho, Jonghyun and key and onew !!


Any kind soul want to get me their album as my birthday present?????
Hahahas

i skip school on monday.
as i'm having flu and feeling very weak.
so i thought i can rush to school in time as i wake up late.
the moment i reach serangoon station the time is going 10am already.
so i took train back to punggol and go home.
lame sia. i must well stay at home... hahas..

tuesday i went to school.
as lesson only 4 hours. so i went back home at 12pm.
after i reach home, i watch tv. nothing for me to do..

today i skip school again.
cuz this time i slept until 8.40 den i wake up.
only left 20 mins for me .
i prepare needs 10 mins.
den i still left 10 mins to reach bishan
10 mins is not enough.
so i decided not to go school.
later my mum knw i never go sch again she sure will nag.
is only 2 days. also not say 2 weeks.
tmr have to go liaos. if not sure will nag until no tmr.
now at home oso nth do. no 1 at home except me. so sians.

I dOn't Know is this call love at first sight.
I dunno why I see him play with little girl that time seems so happy.
HE smile that time so attractive... Hahaha I think I fa hua chi le...
So cute... Sian he Quite attractive lei when he smile that time.

Hellos~ everybody
currently talking with GIRLFRIEND and her ahem ahem.
Fcuking sian... Bored...
Not only me
sians...
Today school was okay for me...
Just that abit boring...
everyday tired..
When can dun study.??
So tired llorhhs...
Gonna continue with them with the conversation....

Had been studying for two weeks already. still can say still not bad. But is a bit too bored. Cuz none of my good friend in this school. Sianx

you are the only person that i don't have difficulties to talk to about my weakness or the outer side of myself.
only you are the only 1 that i have the courage to say those things infront of you.
i do not know why i don't have the fear to say out the things.
i always wanted to find a person to talk to about those i have.
after you had been working with me i found out that you are the only person i don't have a big distance.
although some of you are close to me but i still do not dare to talk about that with you guys.
only you *** that i have the courage to tell/share with you about those things i have.
i think you should know what i'm thinking.
only you know that whenever got people say me/give me names i would burst into tears.
only infront of you i speak of those i won't burst into tears.
i wanted to chill and not think about those things that happened in the afternoon.
i know people would make fun of me/ give me names but only you and others won't.
i'm happy to have you, tricia, huiping and others that don't mind to be my friends.

just wanted to say:
heyz friends,
thanks for being my friend all these times. i won't forget those times that you all treat me so well. i'm glad to have you all as my friends. i know after you all read this, you all willcome and tell me that you all will be my friend is my character is not about my appearance. but appearance is impotant isn't it? and you all will come and say" heyz cheer up." "don't care about them. they are just jealous". i know you all just to cheer me up. i know you all are just wei le wo hao.
last but not least. thanks.

still got 3 hours and 24 minutes to CHRISTMAS!

found this funny video at youtube.
so i decided to share with everyone.

fcuk sia.
today i get my GCE n level result i got 20 points.
that 1 point extra sia.
if not i can go sec 5.
haiish every thing fated!
can't blame.
who ask me never study hard enough.
i believe that she can promote to sec 5.
anyway who cares i dun need care so much.
oso not my problem.
next year is she suffer not me what.

ahh...
english c5
comb. humanities ungraded
mathematics c5
comb. science b4
F&N b3
chinese b3
chinese oral merit.
cool~
i think i need time to think over bahhs.

every week i have been chiong-in taiwan drama.
all the drama i watched is damn nice.
especially:
1. hi, my sweetheart
2. Autumn's Concerto
3. momo love

for korea drama is:
1. you're beautiful

all the drama i suggest is very very nice.
got time can go and watch.

omg~
this coming Friday i getting my N level result already!
time pass so freaking fast.
shit la.
i don't want to get .
i haven enjoy my holiday yet.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

pray hard that i won't done so badly please!

being chiong work these few months.
i gonna buy my ipod touch la!
i wanted for so long already!
after buying i think i will be broke.
anyway i now already broke le.

hellos peeps.
i got a drama to intro to everyone.
it is a korea drama.
it's freaking nice drama.
for those who will cry easily u have to prepare tissue when u watch the drama.
especially when it comes near to the last episode.
i cried alot of times.

the show name is you're beautiful.
feel free to watch the drama.