it had been 3 days since i last post.
recently got so much things happen to my friends beside me. like bel, tricia, alice, shiying and even myself too.
dun wish to elaborate out.
i got 1 feeling that more things is going to happen around us.
GOD pls bless us that none of us will happen anything.
i think everyone also think that too right?

last 5 days:
Monday:
had stay back in school and do F&N coursework.
everyone stay until 4.30, whereby most of the study already reached home and we still have to do coursework. go school early, thought can go back at 2 plus but we all were wrong, we have to stay back and do coursework.

Tuesday:
as usually lesson time. after school stayed back again to do what, coursework again. boring la. but we get to use laptop to do and the best thing is that got AIRCON!!! nowdays due to the H1N1 we dun get to on AIRCON! you knw how hot is that. and we have to bear the hot and continue the lesson. OMG!! i cant stand it. i bet other class people also like that.

Wednesday:
as usually. lesson den stayed back for coursework. this time same too. stayed until 4.30 den get to go home. lucky got this coursework help us. if not i think i gonna die in that school. if we do not have coursework we have to stay in school for self study until 5 lei.. very tired le still have to stayed back..

thursday:
same lesson and coursework. as usually stayed back until 4.30 to complete the amendments.

friday:
stay back too. until 3 plus den i get to go home. cuz we need to complete the amendments and print the coursework out for submission. haiish very scared sia, dunno whether will pass anot. now will die le. cuz from monday onwards we need to stay back for remedial and self study le. heard Monday is until 4.30, Tuesday is until 5.30, Wednesday is 5, Thursday till 5 and friday till 3.30. sian how am i going to survive from all this. i sure will fall asleep de llorhhs...

God please HELP ME!!!!

DeMing this post is specially for you.

thanks for all this few months.
thanks for console me when i'm sad or whenever there's something happen to me.
is nice to have u as my friend.
although we cant. you should know. but i still treat u as my best best best friend.
i hope u can do that as u promise me that i'm always ur best friend.
i hope u wont make me disappointed. because i trust u more than i trust other people.
i know u do not want me to be sad because of you, but i promise you that i try not to okay?
i still hope that u will always be my listening ear and i'm always be ur listening ear can??
even if u and the girl together i hope if u got anything u can tell me like how we like last time.
and u still like call me to chat.
dun forget me when u got her le.
must forever remember me. if not i die i will go and haunt you!!

please take good care of yourself and must study hard and achieve ur dreams.
i also will work hard for my N level. i hope u can give me the support and ur concern whenever i need you!!
must reply my message when i sms u. dun keep on sms with her jiu forget me le.
maybe we remain as friend is a good choice bahhs. at least we are still very good and close friend. right?

lastly. take care.
i think give me time to cool myself down.
temporary i wont contact you or click u at msn.
i need to forget everything.
when it's time le den i will contact you!!
anyway last long with her..

this video is super funny/.......




here are all the names and the group where they are from:

2AM:
jokwon (yellow)

2PM:
jaebom (dark pink)
taecyeon (orange)
nickhun (purple)

SJ:
eunhyuk (green)
yesung (peach)
shindong (maroon)
sungmin (blue)

SHINee:
key (light pink)

its been 5 days that i never update my blog.
hahas. now i in school using laptop.
hahas. good right. but the worst part is that i have to do my coursework.
recently feeling very sad. because of CHAN DEMING.
he got people he like le. good for him.
although feel happy for him and feel sad for me.
i still thought that 1 day i may ahem...
now the hope is gone..
hope 1 day it will come back to me...
currently looking for songs. all the song make me feel so boring.

nowdays i have been acting i very happy, but actually is not.
many things had happen to me this month.
GOD why choose me. why is me. can't be other people.
why all things happen to me... ahhhh. i dun wan this type of life.

yoyos.
currently now in school using laptop.
suppose to be doing coursework.
dun feel like doing.
still have to write comment about the research.
i cant think of any in mind la.
later working. sians. ahem shift.
sure very boring de.
later gonna suffer from her.
shiying not working.
i think she will come bahhs. cuz she wont be staying home de.
unless she want to save money den she will stay at home.
dunno later work wad time. gonna ask ppl help me check. hope is 6pm.
cuz work at 6pm the time will pass more faster. not like 4pm or 5pm.
not sure whether i work base or cashier?
today i think got tricia work. if dun have den can go home early and rest.
cuz tmr working morning. good sia. can work sat morning.
and sunday morning toos. xD

i feel so fuck up nowadays. i dunno why.
mayb is i think too much bahhs. sians. BORING~~~
feeling so sad.. feelin emo..
i change my msn nick. i put feelin emo. then qite alot ppl come and ask me why i emo.
dun worry i'm fine de. i need time to think. beacuse i scare i make a wrong decision. then i will regret of what i had done.

needa go liaos. later teacher see i will die. then i cant edit my course work le. den fail i have to cry to death lliaos.

time checked.
now is 1.58am going to be 2am.
tomorrow working at 4pm.
sians.
work base.
luckily no need to cook chicken.
got the who to cook chicken.

this week just start school.
feel so boring.
have to keep on take temperature.
so sian..
next thurs i going to take my n level english oral le..
sianns..
so scary sia.
i haven complete my holiday homework sia.
i think need to chiong le..
sians.
heng monday is holiday i can complete all the homework.
tuesday go school sure die de.
i never pass up my thursday de maths homework.
n level is getting nearer and nearer..
i cannot let it win.
if nt will hao lian..

this few days i dunno why i get so frustrated so easily..

i freaking hate this family..
she is treating me like her maid. ask me do this do that.
also not say she dun have legs and hands why cant she do it herself??
other people will bring their sibling go out. have you bring me out since the last movie we together watch at cinema is wad movie mahs? is ' i not stupid' do u knw how long was that?? when ur friend ask u who talk to you, do u still rmb wad u told them ' aiyo is my idiot sis' have u ever heard me say to my friend anot. why cant u respect me as ur younger sister.

jus a food container why must you say me got no brain. like you ownself got brain. ur salary is not much llorhhs. how can u say i got no brain.i was wondering whether u have another family outside anot. got money can late late come home. no money jiu reach home damn early. do u knw that how i wish one day u would ask me how is my work??or how is my school? have u do a part as a father mahs? you come home onli eat, bathe , watch news or newspaper and sleep? do u knw my friend parents are much more better. why cant you all like them.

thanks mum,
for bearing my temper when i'm not in good mood sometime. and those food that you bought for me. i want wad u will always buy for me. althought sometimes i have to wait for 2-3 weeks? but it's okay at least you still buy for me.

I HATE THIS FAMILY. I'M A HUMAN NOT A MAID IN THIS HOUSE.

now is 3.35pm and i need to go prepare to go bathe and go out.
and the sky seems like going to rain. hope it won't rain at paris ris.
cuz my class gonna have a BBQ at paris ris park!!
if it rain how are we going to BBQ!!!
maybe tonight after BBQ meet xavier. he gonna fetch me home ..
cool~~ second time people fetch me home!! so great!!
first time is ISEBELLA GIRLFRIEND fetch me home!!

sians. my school holiday still have around 2 weeks and i haven even touch my homework at all. i think this time i have to really work hard le. but how to. when ever i saw books infront of me i will fall asleep. shag sia.

need go bathe and prepare. bye peeps..

shag shag shag...
nowdays so many things happen..
shiying quarrel with cheers people.
den bel never go work. haiish..
den i being yuan wang by someone...
but then it haven even happened and she say me.
NOT FAIR!! i where got everytime go office sit.
you dun anyhow say me llorhhs.
if chris never told i still wouldn't know you say me behind my back!!

never mind la. sometimes i really tired mahs. den you all can sit and slack we all cannot sit and slack. you think only you all very hard working, we also very hard working llorhhs.

working at 8am. shag sia. so early but lucky is chris shift so good..

ysd went to work place. then after that meet chris and then accompany bel go home put things. after that we walk around then we pei nichol go home. after that all went home. den bel give me money to tak cab and i send her too.

anw i today goin work place to wash things. as tmr there is a 5Cs competition. hahas. cool hope we can get champion den like that we will have big feast. and we can take pay oso. *pray hard*

needa go and bathe and have dinner. and meet shiying at bus stop and walk to mall.

this post is especially for YOU!!!
i think you should know the YOU is who bahs!!


i think there is something that you're hiding from me and her!
i went to see the people that we know.
you tag them and ask them to link you.
the only people that you never ask to link you is me and her!
does you still treat me as your GIRLFRIEND mahs?
why must you do that?
i treat you as my best friend then now you like that treat me?
is it fair for me??
do you ever think for me anot?
you went to meet people is your business but i hope you can tell me the truth.
i don't like people lie to me.
especially YOU!! you know mahs!
do you know that you are very important to me??
sometimes i think that do you really treat me as your girlfriend mahs?
other people lie to me i don't care. cuz i haven treat them as my BEST friend like how i treat you.
i treat you as my BEST GIRLFRIEND that i have in my life lei.
have you ever think of that mahs!
i think you don't like people lie to you bahs!

you should know that being ps or lie by your GOOD FRIEND is not a very nice feeling bahs.
i knw i sometimes i shouted at you. is because my mood was not right at that moment!
i apologise to you that i shouted at you when i feeling angry or sad!
i know you care and concern about me alot. thanks . this is what i can say to you!
you can take it as nothing happen or whatever you like. this is how i think during this few days. ARE YOU REALLY MY BEST FRIEND THAT I HAD FOUND?
it seem like i cant get the answer from myself.
you know this few days i feel so sad and emo mahs? is because i don't want to let you know about this first. until now i really cannot take it anymore.
if you wanna continue as a normal friend not GIRLFRIEND you can tell me!
i hope you can give me an answer by ur blog post or sms! thanks.

today wasn't my day!!
the moment i went in to office 'she' ask me to cook chicken.
i don't wish to cook. then i told her that i don't want it today.
den i guailan her back den she buay song me. super dulan llorhhs.
although it affect my mood when i start my work. i didn't talk to her for few hours.
thanks to this person keep on ask me to smile. hahas.
during that time i really don't wish to smile and talk. the moment i talk it makes my heart feel like crying!!

shag shag shag sia.
how i wish she can treat me like how she treat the 'others' people.
not i want to say she bias but that's the truth. everything doesn't seem right for me!! right now i need a shoulder for me to lean on. how i wish he knows that!! haiish!!
the feeling is so bad when i see he wait for 'HER' it makes my heart feel bad!! so pain you knw~~~!! :(


nichol: thanks for cheering me up during that time. XIE XIE!! but in the end your mood also change!! although i dunno wad happen to you~! if you want a listen ear can tell me. i willing to hear all your sorrows.

isebella: bel don't you know nowadays you change alot. since after sunday night at KFC!!

HOLIDAY IS HERE!!

finally holiday is here!
but this year holiday is not for me!!
haiish sad sia.
during this holiday i really must buck up on my STUDIES!!!
i cannot let her win her!!
i must prove to her that i can STUDY!!

stop giving people faces whereby u don't like the person!!
GROW UP LA!! look at urself in the mirror and think about ur attitude towards ur friend. if ur attitude is good you will have a lot of friends!!

gonna go work later!! cool see my 'friend'!!!hahahs xD

today juz finish MYE!!!
YEAPPIE.
temporary can rest for awhile then after that have to chiong le.
my head sure will have alot of white hair, shag sia.

tmr gonna had english and chinese oral. sians. early morning need to go school.
actually tmr is marking day. other people no need go school except for sec 4e,5na and 4na. thought can at home sleep long long de.. my wish is gone.!!

today whole day stay at home. never go out. is quite boring therefore i fall asleep in the room. the weather is super hot. i slept half way i wake up my whole body is sweaty!! hot sia. but then i dunno why i still can go back and sleep. i sleep until 9pm then i have my dinner. shiok sia. sleep so long. den n0w cannot sleep.. haiish.

i found these song very nice.

tired day!!

hellos. everyone.
its been days that i haven update my blog.
look at my tag board that this girl call ISEBELLA had asked me to update ...
so now i here to update for HER to see...
actually not working today derhs.
but then the shikin asked me to help her work today as today night got no cashier..
boring. maybe today is a busy day too!! but hope not!! cuz today is monday!!
sians tomorrow got school. haiish. need to go back to see 'teacher' haiish.

now is 2.02 pm feeling very hungry. hahas. i didn't eat in the morning.
see i so focus on my comp rather than go eat my breakfast. today i woke up at 8.30am
cuz i wanna play comp that's why i up so early..


TO:ISEBELLA
sorry today too tired so like got no energy to play badminton. sians.
yesterday is mother's day, i didn't give anything to my mother this year!!
although i never give doesn't mean that i not xiao shun.SEE UR NAME IS IN MY POST!!

CDM:IMY LA!!
faster contact me!!

i found this two video very nice.

tired day!!

since after the food-court closed down temporary kfc have been very busy. because people only can buy food from those fast food store...
so quite many people come and buy.
today i was working as a cook.
it makes me too tired to go home.
as my leg very 'SOUR'. manager help us extent the ending time.
i keep on down chicken. tired LA!!! can't you help us. haiish.
i dunno tmr how sia.
sat and plus public holiday. sianx..
if tmr i do cashier. sure will die of thirsty.. hahas. hope i wont bahs..
scare scare sia. i dun wish to work tmr la.. ahhhh~~

sunday need to go grandma hse. as my aunties and uncles wanted to celebrate MOTHER'S DAY for my GRANDMA!! i work until 4 den muz take bus go down.
1 hour sia. ):
mus take 87 to reach the place..
how i wish i have car!!



reply tags:
huimin: okay sure. take out le.. anw next time go ur hse baked cookies again.
isebella: IMY sia..
huiping: IMY la. although we can see each other in school but i find it we in school doesn't talk much but at work we talk quite alot.
tricia: marmie. IMY LA!!!

this 2 days i have mid-year examinations. i had english and chinese paper 1&2. hopefully i can pass my english. for chinese i not that worried. but i still worried for the rest of the paper.

for next week i gonna have papers at thurs and fri.
next next week i gonna have the last 2 papers at monday and tuesday.
*pray to god that i will pass*....

ysd went to meet bel and we had badminton session and crazy session.
sian this fri have to work. ahhhh~~ i think is cashier sia.. sian if i kenna CHAMPS again i die le la..

recently had bad days ... dunno is i unlucky or just coincidence.

today quite tired. gonnna go rest lliaos..
and today i learn to play a new game at facebook call RESTAURANT CITY!!

watch this video is freaking nice!! and funny.. u see already u sure will laugh until you cry!hahs

today work floor~~ super slack sia.
see people do this do that den i was like very slack.
but i have to keep on keep and clean trays!!
and some is super disgusting!!
the chicken bone is all over the tray!!
and some is the chilli sauce. eeeeeeek..
after closing the store i need to clean, sweap and mop the floor.
it took me quite a long time. at least i got HUIPING to help me!!
wad a nice friend i have...
HUIPING: u see this.. hahas must give me a tag horhs.
reached home around 11.20 plus.
switch to hse fone to call GIRLFRIEND!!
get to know a new friend call GERRY!!
he is nice overall, and very funny..
nw is 3.56 and i still haven sleep. and i working at 9am in the morning.
i think tmr sure super tired de.
tmr i think have to do cashier. boring..!!
den it reminds me of SIR MICHAEL!!
he is damn bad and make me hate him llorhs.
he say i cannot smile so he cant afford to lose points at cashier.
so ask me next time dun do cashier if got enough staff.
F*** llorhs. think he big so wad. i that time run base and cashier he knw mahs dunno ask la.
dunno how to ask ahs!!!asshole..