had a little tiff with boyf 2 days ago. ):
every time when we quarrel he would always say he was in the wrong because he give me attitude and too petty(xiaoqi).
but i was the one who started quarreling.
i said sorry to him and he would said i was not in the wrong..
some times i really don't know what he thinking about.
wake up at 7.30am due to my phone alarm clock which i set for school.
i didn't switch off so i was awake by the alarm.
today i guess i can talk to him.
so long didn't talk to him le. (:

miss him so much!!
BABYPIG <3 is still in his lala land ):

i'm blogging here and surfing the net while waiting for some people to finish their previous test then we can proceed to the next test!
most people is waiting for those 3 people to finish!
gosh! today school end at 5 ):
left 3 days to 2 weeks HOLIDAY!!
tomorrow have make-up workshop.
i dunno whether want to go anot..
abit lazy sia!

been going to school and study
test and test and test!!
when can this end??
i'm tired with all these!
every week is go school, and then go work!
what a boring life i have!
recently nth happen!
but just now sth happen.
not gonna elaborate.
because it is damn scary!!
need to forget abt it. if not i don't know how am i going to sleep with this kind of feeling!!
and baby when are you going to text me? i guess you fall asleep already.
i have to wait until afternoon then i get your text!
miss die you!!

so long didnt update this dead blog..
in school now!!..
feeling so sucky nowdays!!
no mood to update alrdy!!

was on the phone with GIRLF ♥
she told me about her and her boyf..
if really so tong ku must as well listen to us give yourself a break, leave the guy..
i was in the same situation as you before..
you also told me to leave the guy,
i also tell you very difficult to leave,
what for because of a guy you live until so tong ku..
am i right?


feel like changing blogskin.
maybe wait until i free from school or holiday bahs.
time check: 10.14pm.
not sure what to do at this time.
i guess i have to go and find some dvd and watch.
so bored! shall continue with 'wo de yi wan mian bao'


tmr should be going for movie session with shiying to lido to watch movie.
hope the chair is very comfortable unlike last time that went with chris.
good night peeps.
might update tmr night or wednesday!

went to shop for slippers with my sister today at city square mall.
wanted to go eat the kichi kichi hotpot with my sis,
but then mum cook curry chicken, so long didnt eat so decided to eat hotpot other day.
hope is nicer than the one 1 hougang mall.
so i guess she will be treating me??
hahas,
today off day and thurs off day.
on fri have to work until sun then get to off,
but the off is have to go sch,
and see the old hag face!!
her lesson is fcuking boring!!
but have to bear with it for like 4 months like that.
time files faster please!!!
i want to get out of that school and not study anymore!!
study makes me so sick and tired!!
bye gonna go watch 个人取向already..

so tired...
yesterday went to play badminton and volleyball with bel.
now my whole body hurts.
feel so shiok after so long didnt play until so 'hardcore' already..

slept at 3am just now,
now is 12.05 i wake up so early...
needa go work later
so sians.

ysd night when i was about to put song into my phone,
suddenly it dunno what happen it go to the restore mode(not sure what is it call)
then nearly all my text and contact number gone..
after went to youtube to search for some similar things too..
soon i can on back but then songs and my video gone.
lucky my message and my contact number is still there..

gonna go rest more now. if not later working that time sure tired until wan to die.

THURSDAY
meet up with ANISSYA, BEL, AMANDA, SHIYING and her boyfriend.
went to play badminton.
before we start to play we went to mac to have my so called lunch.
we having fun and laughter during eating.
after badminton went to compass, ShiYing send her boyfriend to mrt and bid goodbye.
and we went to basement to have our ice-cream session.
had fun and laughter again.
went to walk around.
and went home after that.

FRIDAY
didn't went to school as they were having celebration of National Day
early morning went to Rivervale Plaza with mum to have breakfast with her and buy stuff too.
reached home around 3pm went down with mum and sister to buy tibits.
reached home 4.30pm bathe and nua at home for awhile and went to work.
around 8.30pm ANISSYA came. around 9 she went to Rivervale Plaza to find her friend!
ended work SHIYING came to meet me and  ANISSYA.
went to slack.

SATURDAY
went out of house at 2plus to meet ANISSYA.
take bus and walk to mall.
slack around mall after that went to work.
ended work at 10.30 like that.
slack and walked home with TRICIA and bid goodbye to her.

SUNDAY
actually work morning today, but due to some changes i work night.
hopefully tonight wont happen anything.
working with two irritating ppl. hope i wont get pissed off and angry when i'm working.
don't know why these few days i get mood swing so easily.
later going work, BORING~
tomorrow going out with GIRLFRIENDS!
going for cycling session, movie session, talking session, and of course FIREWORKS!

tricia mummy:
cheer up. don't think too much.

missing you~

nowadays i very easily tired
the moment i reached home from school
i always got the feeling of going to sleep.
so tired.
now its saturday already
1 more days to Sunday and then Monday again.

currently nua-ing in lab.
doing nothing, but only fbing fbing.
sians... i didn't bring my thumb-drive then i cant complete my PIE project.

missing you is part of my routine now.
watching my drama now and my mind keep on flash with your image.
every time saw you my heart beat faster and faster until it so hard to breathe.
and my face turn red within 1 min.
that's fast. every moment feel like seeing you.
but i know cant.
how i wish you were staying at the same block as me.
because like that after work i can wait for you, you can wait for me and we can go home together.
its that sweet!! (:

missing you

I'm missing you like no tomorrow.
never see you gives me bad mood.
i don't mind waiting for your text everyday.
you seems very irritated whenever i text you
every time i read your old text
my face automatically will smile,
sometimes i feel so sweet when you say you miss me.
I'm so happy!
feeling tired and my eyes is closing soon.
boy, i miss you!!

girlfriend,
cheer up alright?
i want the old you, not now the you!!
he dun wan you is he stupid.
dun because of one tree you give up the whole forest!
fall down already must straight away stand up.
don't sit down there and wait.
i know you love this guy a lot.
but is he doing the same?
so it's not worth it.
cheer up! anything text me!!

i like to wait for your text every night.
no matter now late i'm willing to wait.
this is how i am when i'm waiting for your text.

am i feeling hungry that's why i'm feeling dizzy and feel like vomiting?
aiyo how i was you was beside me.
and my eyes going to close already.
going sleep already.
good night peeps.

Am i falling in love with you?
Am i? I'm confuse.

now i'm kinda confuse
i do have good feelings for you
but i don't know what to do.
what should i do?
can you tell me?
i don't know i like you or i love you.
i don't dare to say because i scare being hurt also can say i that i scare you are being hurt too!
i don't want to repeat the history again for you.
i don't understand what i'm thinking.

what happen to me now?
suddenly i feel like crying!
oh my god! am i jealous or what?
why i got that feeling?

i want to scream out loud.
school is starting just 1 more day!
why can't give us holiday more longer!!
i don't wish to go school on monday
stomach cramp must go school, somemore the first day got PE.
i hate to have PE when i have stomach cramp.
painful like hell!!

so long didn't update my blog already.
had been working for the past few weeks.
was too lazy to update too!
going out in the morning with my mum and sis.
mum went for appointment.
might went to IKEA to buy new fan.
gonna stop on air-con cuz it starts to rain in my room!!
hahas jkjk is the air-con start to drip water again. sians.
in the middle of the night can go toilet cuz if go the floor will be damn wet!!
time check: 2.46 am
i'm still infront of the com and update.
going to slp alrdy, needa wake up at 7 plus later!!
urgggg!!! sian after that have to go work!!
aiyo. so tired! no choice because of handphone bill have to work more days during holidays!
sync so long still haven okays.. wth!

had been sick since Saturday.
having high fever that day.
my temperature was 39.4 degree.
was so tired and no strength to move everywhere!
went to see doctor and i got 2 days mc.
now fever is gone but cough and sore throat is still here!
so not fully recover.
next monday going watch movie with shiying.
still dunno meeting her what time.
i think shall meet her in the late afternoon or evening bahhs.
should call other ppl go also?
should ask her whether she want anot.
i guess if all girls should be fun!
tata gonna rest now.

i like falling in love with thai song.
their song meaning is damn sad sia.
i went to search for his name in msn,
guess what i found his account.
and the display picture is him and a girl.
i dunno what to react at that moment of time.
how i wish someone was beside me and lend me shoulder for me to lean.
slowly tears rolled down my cheek.
i felt damn sad, i also dunno why.
i know that feeling fade. but why i still cry?
i dun get it.
everything is not right for me.
yesterday night i found out that he's playing.
and today i lai ang.
damn suay. i dunno what to do sia.
haiish. i want to forget what i saw,
but the image just keep on appear in my mind.
fcuk sia. damn irritating la!!!
get out of my brain now.
i dun wish to see you anymore.
hope you and the girl last long.
they had been together since last year November 16.
which is we stead for 1 year and 6 days he got another girlfriend behind my back.
haiish.

woke up at 7.15am, went to bathe and prepare.
went out of house at 8.20am.
reach mrt station was about 8.30plus, went into the cabin and waited for the train to move.
stand for about 15 mins the train is still not moving, see alot of people went out of the cabin to take cab to work. but i choose to stand there and wait.
i have the intention to take cab to school.
it was wasting money as today i does not want to reach school on time. so i choose to wait for the train to move. and i dun want to waste my money when i didnt even take the train.
reach serangoon my leg totally went jelly type. i cant even walk properly sia.
i slowly walk to circle line. reach bishan slowly walk to school. i cant take it anymore.
i need to sit more. i went to the class and teacher ask me why i was late.
i shout across to the teacher that i was stuck in the train for 1 and half hour.
1 of my classmate say so kua zhang but its true. i didnt lie.
alot of ppl was stuck in the train too.
what a unlucky day i have today.

wth.
and now you got another blog never tell me.
is this call friends?
now i knw that a 7 days boyfriend can replace a 3 years plus good friends.
i dunno what to say anymore.
you changed so much.
are you still the ISEBELLA KANG GUI LAN that i know from 3 years ago?
and now you make me drop tears again.
you know how much you meant to me anot.
i really treat you as my good good good friends.
you know how important you are in my life anot.
i never blame you for lying to me alrdy.
but i need time to forget all this.
now i wonder are we still friends?
i alrdy give you all my blessing,
why you still like this?
why dun wan to let me know?
stop hiding things away from me can anot.
just tell me the truth is that so difficult.
i wont blame you anymore.
i just want all the truth.

this time you make me very disappointed.
you stead with him why don't dare tell me, you should know me well.
i won't because you stead with him and don't be your friend anymore.
i won't okays. get this right!
you should know if you tell me in the first place i wont be that sad rather than now right.
and the answer you told me is that you yi shi wang ji.
how can that be, you my close friend lei.
not those normal friend lei.
some more that time at chalet you know that i dui him you hao gan.
and you went to hospital to visit him, nvm i thought you really go visit your friend.
and when you got stead, i ask you who.
you lie to me, you tell me is ur gb hse there de.
nvm, i believe you.
when you stead with him, and you know that we are monster and hamster.
you still can choose not to tell me.
what is this?
should friends do that.
i dun think so. how can you do that?
after i find sth fishy i ask you.
you still tell me you dunno who.
again you lie to me .
is it so difficult to tell me the truth?
i know you will say you dun wan to be hurt or break our friendship.
have you ever see me do that ?
let say jenson la.
that time tricia like him and they stead,
did i say i want to break friendship with tricia?
no right.?
we been friends for like going 3 years and you still dunno wo de wei ren mehs?
every time something happen between us the trust is not there.
then because you were my girlfriend and my closest friend i choose to forgive you and help you build the trust in my heart.
again the trust is broken, nvm i help you build again.
because you were my girlfriend and my closest friend ever i choose to do these.
maybe you will say i also never ask you to help me build the trust, is you ownself want to build it.
okays, everything is wo zi yuan de.
because i thought you will change whenever we quarrel or sth.
from my first impression of you being my friends you change from bad to worst.
i cant believe that. but i still choose to be friends with you.
you hong never mind. i nothing to say.
i let you hong. but you seems like getting guo fen and guo fen.
i still choose to be ur friends.


sometimes i still think are you worth for me to do these?
i told myself because i treat you as my girlfriend, closest friend and good friend, so i do all these is worth it. but now i dunno what to tell myself what to do. everytime i choose to forgive you, you know how much pain i suffer anot?
because of you i cried when chatting with you on msn. 

i have so long didn't do cook already.
juilin work with us she doesn't want to do cook.
hock can't cook due to he's tired
so i say i do cook.
in the end was abit regretted.
now my body ache .
now do cook have to change this change that.
so troublesome.
waste my energy.
was working until 2pm because of lacking of chicken so i do until 2 plus den i still have to clean and wash the OR port.
was damn hot and have to scrub like no tomorrow.
so suay sia my hand.
went home around 3.30pm.
so tired. went to sleep awhile but still tired.
wake up went to Punggol Plaza with sister to buy dinner.
now was feeling hungry i think. omg. how could this be.
ahhhs.... help me!!! i don't want to grow fat!
my eye lid is half open.
gonna go sleep soon.
nights people : D

went to meet shiying at compass to pass her,
her ipod and poker card.
after that went to eat at pizza hut.
saw quite familiar faces in pizza hut.
after eating, we craving for durian pancake.
we bought 4, 2 each.
omg, somemore we just finish eating pizza.
omg!!! after buy went to block to huhu!
sitted at staircase for awhile and went to punggol interchange.
went to sit at the entrance of the other side of mrt station.
at there huhu, then went to wait for bus.
went we walking to sit down at the chair, we walk pass a china man,
suddenly we heard something weird.
we stun and we went to sit other side.
guess what we hear??
is a girl at there moaning!
omg!! went we walk pass we heard girl moaning means,
the guy is watching porn.
we went silence and we laugh .
omg, how can he do that in public.
somemore went we walk pass him, the volume seems louder and louder.
sibei siasuay sia!!
omg!!!cant believe that..
my 3 weeks of holiday only left 2 weeks plus
open school gonna chiong studies already.
sians. omg. CS still got 6 chapters haven study!!
hope open school time pass slowly. but not too slowly!

currently in school now.
today is the last day of school for ite students!
almost half of the class didn't come.
class will be quiet.
so good. isn't it!
hahas.. i sound bad sia!
but without them no fun!
at least will have joke to hear,
then we can exercise our mouth jaw!
hahas...
gonna enjoy myself with friends during this 3 weeks of holiday!

finally I'm done with all my CA!
now is the time to relax.
tomorrow is last day of school,
then i will have my 3 weeks of holiday!
*laugh laugh*
should i go and work?
haven decide yet, need to chiong work and earn back my money!
now i'm broke, and i haven pay my handphone bills.
and i also want to change handphone.
ohGOD! please let my mum strike 4D,
so i can ask her buy handphone for me!!!
going holiday for ite students.
and going to be school reopen for secondary.

came across my friend blog,
and she put thailand music so i went to listen.
OMG~ the song is damn nice and touching!
here is the video(L):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cEIxZcszyKQ&feature=player_embedded# (part 1)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzcqO-bdHZo (part 2)
this is damn nice!

it goes back again.

i thought you said that you won't bu li wo without reason.
now i didn't do anything, why you still ignoring me?
it is true that you don't even like me?
i can believe what your friend says?
every image of you is appearing inside my mind.
we had 4 days never contact already.
are you avoiding me?
can stop doing all these to me?
i can't stand it anymore.
stop it please. i beg you.
yesterday was your birthday,
i message to wish you.

you didn't even bother to reply and say thanks or whatever.
you are making me worried you know that?

GOH SHI YING HAPPY 
BELATED BIRTHDAY!

so long i haven update..

going to holiday soon.

still got 25 days to SCH HOLIDAY!

tmr will be going to SIMEI ite.

wonder should i go with tricia?

i have to reach there before 9.30am

sians. at least i no need to have lesson.

most of my classmates have to go school and have lesson.

coool!~

today CS teacher never come to class, we have 2 free period.

at first we still thought BPF teacher got come, in the end also never come.

never come tell earlier la.

den we can go school at 2pm.

like that we no need wake up so early.

now time is 6.57pm going 7pm.

needa go eat dinner already.

OMG~
I'm 18 years old already!
I'm getting older already!
yesterday was my birthday!
had celebration with friends.

friday(0502)
after school went home, bathe and change.
went to meet chris at marina sqaure.
went to eat yuki yaki.
i reach there around 3 plus.
omg do not have enough time for ice cream.
haiish..
went to walk walk and we settle at andersen for ice cream.
hahas.. hahas. she paid everything for me. (:
around 7 plus she meeting her friend, so i does not want to be light bulb i went to meet bel. at her working place.
waited for her to end work.
pei her go home bathe and change.
i went home to put itouch if i never put i can ton on that day.
after putting itouch i went out again with bel.
we went to sk. we went to mall, plaza and back to mall.
that all for that day.

SAT(0602)
went out with tricia, huiping, bel.
we went to yuki yaki again.
this time i had the ice cream.
the taste not bad.. we had so much fun eating the ice cream.
after eating we went to walk walk.
then we went to amk. we went to sing.
after singing went to hub to buy tricia bag.
at there we saw nyssa and nichol.
so coincidence. so long didnt see them alrdy.
after buying bag tricia went back home.
not long after we went back home too..

Sun(0702)
was working at 8am. but i wake up at 7.30am.
does not have enough time for me to reach there.
so i told manager i will late. hahas.
reach there 8.30am.
start to do stuff.
ended work at 3pm.
went off with amy, and back home to clear my room.
tiring day.

Mon(0802)
this date is the day i was born.
and now i was 18 years old.
omg. that was fcuking fast..
so many people wish me happy birthday.
but the sad thing is that my close friend didnt wish me.
how sad am i. haiish..
mayb i not as important as ur other friends.
went out to catch movie with bel and her boyf.
the movie we watched was 'the spy next door'
i knw the movie was out very long. cuz i dun have time to catch movie.
at first i thought he can meet and go with us.
but i was wrong. he didnt even contact me.
so sad! but is okay, as long as we are back to normal.

I'm sorry that I make you pissed off yesterday.
i already apologize to you a lot of times already.
when are you going to forgive me.
you don't ignore me can?
i don't like the way now you treat me.
can you treat me like how you treat me?
you say that you like me
but now you treat me like this.
i cannot take it anymore.
i can't imagine a day without your message.
can you faster message me?
if you can't message can at least call me!
that will do.
i just to go back to the first time we message.
that's all i wished for.

today had celebration with my friends!
had so much fun, went crazy and went emo too!
don't wish to elaborate.
i don't really know what i do wrong these days.
people talk to me in a very angry/fierce tone!
i don't what i do.
now my tears just can stop rolling down.
i really very upset, although I'm happy today!
will upload photos. when i have time.
no mood to do things now.
see ya friends! meet up soon again!

still got 2 days to FRIDAY!
chris gonna celebrate my birthday with me on FRIDAY!
she gonna treat me eat!!

3 more days to celebrate with my BELOVED FRIENDS!
5 more days to actual BIRTHDAY!
muhahahahaha!!!
yea. 18 soon!!

today school was alright.
had 2 talks in a day!
but was ohkays cuz both is quite short.
the first 1 was half an hour.
the second is 1 hour.
after the second talk we all went back to class to have CS test.
CS is Customer Service.
the test was soso.
but when i tried to memorize the notes nothing goes inside my head!
arggggg!!
after that was suppose to be lunch break.
before teacher release us she told us that mr SOON is not in school today.
so everyone of us were so happy because we can go off damn early.
we all go off at 12pm.
it was same timing as yesterday.
but sad to say that tmr have SPORTS & WELLNESS!!
sians. i don't like sia.
cuz have to run at the carpark.
sians i still have half round to run. sian
hope teacher forget about that!
needa go and clean clean already.
if not Friday and SATURDAY cant go out.

COUNTING DOWN

Still got 4 more days to my celebration.
still got 6 more days to my actual BIRTHDAY!
yea!! finally 18 already!
waited for so long.
guys don't forget my present alright!
hahas.

hope friday can faster come!
Saturday too... hahas
Friday someone is going to treat me eat..
hahas. cuz she can't go out and celebrate with us so she has to treat me eat as a present! hahas!!

i cant wait for Saturday!!
muhahahahhahahahas!!!!

Now I'm feeling so shag!!!!!
My favourite Korean group is coming Singapore today ...
Wth!! I can't go also!
Tmr Sunday they having autograph session!
I cannot go sia!!! I want they autograph and handshake
but sad to say that they only 1 autograph person CD!
Why can't they let ppl have all the group member signature
if I can go I want taemin autograph!
He so cute sia!! He same age as me sia!!!
I WANT THEIR AlBUM LA!!
I want handshake with taemin, Minho, Jonghyun and key and onew !!


Any kind soul want to get me their album as my birthday present?????
Hahahas

i skip school on monday.
as i'm having flu and feeling very weak.
so i thought i can rush to school in time as i wake up late.
the moment i reach serangoon station the time is going 10am already.
so i took train back to punggol and go home.
lame sia. i must well stay at home... hahas..

tuesday i went to school.
as lesson only 4 hours. so i went back home at 12pm.
after i reach home, i watch tv. nothing for me to do..

today i skip school again.
cuz this time i slept until 8.40 den i wake up.
only left 20 mins for me .
i prepare needs 10 mins.
den i still left 10 mins to reach bishan
10 mins is not enough.
so i decided not to go school.
later my mum knw i never go sch again she sure will nag.
is only 2 days. also not say 2 weeks.
tmr have to go liaos. if not sure will nag until no tmr.
now at home oso nth do. no 1 at home except me. so sians.

I dOn't Know is this call love at first sight.
I dunno why I see him play with little girl that time seems so happy.
HE smile that time so attractive... Hahaha I think I fa hua chi le...
So cute... Sian he Quite attractive lei when he smile that time.

Hellos~ everybody
currently talking with GIRLFRIEND and her ahem ahem.
Fcuking sian... Bored...
Not only me
sians...
Today school was okay for me...
Just that abit boring...
everyday tired..
When can dun study.??
So tired llorhhs...
Gonna continue with them with the conversation....

Had been studying for two weeks already. still can say still not bad. But is a bit too bored. Cuz none of my good friend in this school. Sianx

you are the only person that i don't have difficulties to talk to about my weakness or the outer side of myself.
only you are the only 1 that i have the courage to say those things infront of you.
i do not know why i don't have the fear to say out the things.
i always wanted to find a person to talk to about those i have.
after you had been working with me i found out that you are the only person i don't have a big distance.
although some of you are close to me but i still do not dare to talk about that with you guys.
only you *** that i have the courage to tell/share with you about those things i have.
i think you should know what i'm thinking.
only you know that whenever got people say me/give me names i would burst into tears.
only infront of you i speak of those i won't burst into tears.
i wanted to chill and not think about those things that happened in the afternoon.
i know people would make fun of me/ give me names but only you and others won't.
i'm happy to have you, tricia, huiping and others that don't mind to be my friends.

just wanted to say:
heyz friends,
thanks for being my friend all these times. i won't forget those times that you all treat me so well. i'm glad to have you all as my friends. i know after you all read this, you all willcome and tell me that you all will be my friend is my character is not about my appearance. but appearance is impotant isn't it? and you all will come and say" heyz cheer up." "don't care about them. they are just jealous". i know you all just to cheer me up. i know you all are just wei le wo hao.
last but not least. thanks.

still got 3 hours and 24 minutes to CHRISTMAS!

found this funny video at youtube.
so i decided to share with everyone.

fcuk sia.
today i get my GCE n level result i got 20 points.
that 1 point extra sia.
if not i can go sec 5.
haiish every thing fated!
can't blame.
who ask me never study hard enough.
i believe that she can promote to sec 5.
anyway who cares i dun need care so much.
oso not my problem.
next year is she suffer not me what.

ahh...
english c5
comb. humanities ungraded
mathematics c5
comb. science b4
F&N b3
chinese b3
chinese oral merit.
cool~
i think i need time to think over bahhs.

every week i have been chiong-in taiwan drama.
all the drama i watched is damn nice.
especially:
1. hi, my sweetheart
2. Autumn's Concerto
3. momo love

for korea drama is:
1. you're beautiful

all the drama i suggest is very very nice.
got time can go and watch.

omg~
this coming Friday i getting my N level result already!
time pass so freaking fast.
shit la.
i don't want to get .
i haven enjoy my holiday yet.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

pray hard that i won't done so badly please!

being chiong work these few months.
i gonna buy my ipod touch la!
i wanted for so long already!
after buying i think i will be broke.
anyway i now already broke le.

hellos peeps.
i got a drama to intro to everyone.
it is a korea drama.
it's freaking nice drama.
for those who will cry easily u have to prepare tissue when u watch the drama.
especially when it comes near to the last episode.
i cried alot of times.

the show name is you're beautiful.
feel free to watch the drama.

23 Nov
went to compass with sister to buy stuff.
oh gosh, i spent nearly $60. half of my pay was gone!
no choice this have to spent monthly or daily.
i'm working and using the pay to survive without using parents money.
see how noble am i.
hahaha. i'm so thick skin. ;p
bought hot shot dvd.
like finally i bought the show.
that time i wanted to buy but is not the whole show out so i waited until now.
and got 30& off. so i can save some of the money for next month to use.

24 Nov
went to punggol plaza just now to buy hair dye.
actually wanted to dye yesterday but then my brother go and use the rest.
so he pay for another hair dye for me.
hahas. save my money. but i not sure whether will have the colour.
hope have if not it waste money.
now is 7.08pm i gonna go and eat my dinner if not my mum will nag and nag.

oh manz!
i down with flu this morning.
ohmy, and i'm working today!
god bless me! hope i working won't be sneezing!
if not i sure very tired!

16 Nov
went to watch 2012.
the show fxxxing nice.
most of the people die because tsunami.
lucky singapore won't have.
i dun wish to see people being drown by water infront of me!
that so scary!

time checke
1.16pm. think i gonna take medicine and go and have a nap.
if not later i work sure die!!

went for buddhist dinner yesterday.
i saw some caicai too! and ahlian too!
got 1 girl walked pass got this uncle say "nowdays those teenager girls wear the short so short. then they say wait till next generation they just wear bra and panties like this can go out already"
hahas i was laughing all the way.
today going to meet GIRLFRIEND to buy her friend bbq stuff.
and until 7 plus i'm going to see caicai!
hahas. every year will do the same thing.
so cool!
needa to go and bathe and prepare lliaos.

been so tired these few days!
have been working since Friday until Sunday.
recently have some much customer.
until we all don't get to sit down and chit chat.
these 3 day my leg had been very sour.
it make me almost i can't sleep on Friday night.

after working my weekly routine is go to block and sit down and slack with GSY!
i haven seen her boyfriend for very long time.
stay at home will make me bored.
so i try to get approve to go out and meet my friends.
i heard there was class chalet but no one tells me about that.
and no 1 give me any information too.
maybe they does not want me to go also.
who knows.

god damn it.
my leg is still sour.

touching~

lyrics of the song:

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。


this song is so touching!
must listen.

boring day!

this is my 4th post for today! cool~
today i stayed at home the whole day!
today i only use computer, watch television.
nothing much today do!

Alice told me that we going to have class chalet.
not sure whether going anot.
as i do not know about that!
see I'm working anot.
sorry if i can't go.
feel happy for Alice as she found a job!

funny video

nowadays I'm crazy about G-Dragon.
because of his HEARTBREAKER this song!
so nice and so tempting to listen.
the tempo is so cool.

bored~

Now is 12.22am and I'm still awake!

19 October
stay at home the whole as i don't feel like going out!
so tired today! dunno is it due to yesterday finish work go home and bathe den go out!
i slept until 4 pm today!
i broke my record.
i used to sleep until 2 when there is no school but now is 2 hours later !
cool~~
sorry Girlfriend,
u not feeling good mood and i didn't go and comfort you.
sorry!

20 October
ShiYing asking me whether want to go and have dinner.
still thinking!
but no money lei how to go?
i got the feeling to eat steamboat!
i don't nowadays what i want to do.
holiday feeling so bored!

happy birthday HUIPING!

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR GAN HUIPING :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIPING,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

today is my HUIPING TAI MA BIRTHDAY!
TODAY SHE BECOME 17.
*CLAP CLAP*
EVERYONE WHO IS BORN IN 1992 IS GETTING OLDER!
NEXT YEAR WE ALL GOING TO TURN INTO 18!
GETTING OLDER AND OLDER!
SOON WE WILL MARRIED AND GIVE BIRTH.
AHAHAS.
IT SEEMS LIKE I THINK TOO FAR ALREADY!

going out later to meet GIRLFRIEND!
it is so boring to stay at home when my bro and sis is at home!
cause i cant get to use com.
so the only way was to go out to kill time!
that's the best i can do.
going Kovan to slack.
after i come bacl will be using com.
i think so.
need to go and prepare already!

finally is holiday!
today is an official day for MY HOLIDAY!!

i think I'm going out today!
but i dunno where to go!
maybe going to watch movie with girlfriend!
not confirm yet!

yesterday and Saturday have been working.
Saturday have a great time during work with Shiying and Chris.
after closing me, sy and chris we went to the food court to have our supper!
it seems like it is going to be the same like last time.
i think that should be great!

Sunday work with sy.
after closing i, sy and her bf we went to resident corner to slack.
they quarrel again.
i feel like so extra there!
but now they are back to normal already!
that's great isn't it?
hope they will last long!
guess what they quarrel because of MAPLE!!
they are so cute, especially they are arguing.

now nothing to do.
what should i do now??
so boring.
haiish!

finally it's going to be the last paper!
it will be tomorrow.!!
so good.
after tomorrow i will be very FREE!!
cool~~~

today i freaking angry.
that BLOODY BITCH say I'm DOG!
look at yourself in the mirror la!
SO FAT still dare to say me!
u SLIM den come and say la.
ACT CUTE. no 1 want to see YOU ACT CUTE!
YOU THEN DOG LA! FAT SHIT!!!

i will be away for 1 week!
anything just sms or call me.!
thanks for your understanding!
bad days for me has already came!
things is not going smoothly.!

many things happen around me,
either my friend or me.
no good things for us.
wad a bad year i have.
how i wish next year can come faster.
because next year i will be 18. cool~~~
wahahahahahahaha.

today had 3 periods of history.
Mr Zul show us the miss singapore thingy(i not very sure wad is that)
the girl cant speak properly. how can she represent SINGAPORE!
WTH!~

Thursday we all 5 periods of MATHEMATICS
it was so boring! having lesson at AVA!
during Mr D*** teach nobody is listening!
because we all very tired of so having so much MATHS period in a day!

only working at SUNDAY!
actually cant work but then cant bear to leave MEIPING alone!
i understand alone doing base very tired and boring.
cause no 1 can talk to.
so i decided to help HER!
anyway i was working in the MORNING!
so afternoon i can study. hahas.
but SUNDAY time pass very fast especially when i'm at home!

wad a long post i have Today.
hahahs. isn't that GREAT!
need go now!
BYE BYE!

today went back to school.
as per normal had blocked lesson.
and today the time pass so fast!!
especially after RECESS!!
i like today!!

anyway i want to wish NICHOL HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
must grow up.
where is my poster and u own me something!
you should know wad u own me!

need to go sleep, feeling tired.
bye peeps.

so long didn't update.
and now blogger is fine.




school gonna have 3 weeks of blocked lesson for the rest of the N level paper.
so boring every do maths, science, history, and F&N.
kind of tired to do all these everyday.
i want to change subject.
and i want N level faster come and faster finish.
gonna have extra 1 days to stay at home.
Monday is HOLIDAY!!
YEA.!!! SO NICE..
gonna work and work.
need money to buy the gadget that 1 want now.
my sis will help me pay $50. so that i do not need to pay the whole amount.

bye. peeps.
will be back once after my N level.
but dun worry i will view my blog and i try to replie tag.
but wont be blogging.
take care all my friends.

ahhhs.
3 papers have passed.
English, Chinese and Social Studies.
i think i may flunk my English and Social Studies.
ahhs. S.S paper is a killer.
i got not enough time to do finish.
at 3.09 i still at SBQ Q1.
omg... die die die.
alot people never do finish toos.
today i had English paper.
i think sure die toos.
the compo i write is 'promises'
i dunno what to write.
sians. section 2 is letter writing.
this year is INFORMAL LETTER.
hahas. was thinking this year will they come out report or complain.
in the end it was informal letter.


having mood swing.
fcuk. simply hate that.

so touching.
i cried when i watch this video.

why why why???
why u want to lie to me once again?
why must you do that?
cannot tell me the truth mehs?
once again u broke my trust to you.

130th

this post is specially for GOH SHIYING AND LIM MAYXIA.
as for GOH SHIYING i want to wish her 幸福快乐.
must last long with him.
and must bring him for me to see. okays?
must treat him good. if he treat you not good must tell me.

for LIM MAYXIA
i want to wish her HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY.
SORRY i never send you a birthday message yesterday.
cause i sleep early due to my headache.
really sorry. but i did not forget your birthday.
i bought you a present. hope you will like it. (:

gave school a miss today.
as i was not feeling well.
having diarrhea. wth dunno what i eat.
if i went to school for just 3 hours and we get to dismiss?
is like wasting time onli lorhs.
and they like having ace's day?
and i think they have to dance .
hahas. luck i not there. if not i kenna candid shot.. hoho. so ugly.

kfc is getting less and less people work.
and my N level is coming and i still have to work.
my mum sure will nag at me for working whereby my N level is near.
it always like this.
she wont let me off. when i have exam.
people got prelim cannot work
den when i got prelim i have to work.
that's not fair.
so wad she's a malay.
aren't we chinese people are human.
no matter we are chinese, malay, or indian we all are human wad.
so being so bias can anot.
u like this, to us is not fair u knw.
malay people fasting so wad.
although u working den u wan go eat like we chinese people dun need eat like that.
stop thinking about u all can anot.
i need a break.
all my friends have decided not to work at there anymore.
again left me alone.
even chris also not there.
i dun like to work with u all.
u all just know how to bully chinese people.
i cant stand it anymore.
was thinking whether should i quit.
if i quit she sure die. hahas.

tired. today work until 3.30. fcuk sia.
actually until 3 de. den the stock come den S ask me help her do the stock.
wth, dunnno she will pay me that half an hour mahs.

finally prelim is over.
i got a bad news.
from next weeks onwards SEC 4NA will have blocked lesson.
wth today receive the timetable.
omg. everyday we have mt, eng, and s.s
and fridays have S.S and ENG onli. no MT!!!
i wan MT more...

today had maths paper 2.
tomorrow going to have F&N paper.
hope i can make it.
today paper sucks like hell manz.
seriously i cant do much.
the paper so difficult.
freaking hate maths.
hope mdm nora dont give us so diffcult paper.
if not i think almost half of the class will die.
i must faster watch HELLO BABY if not i cannot study.
bye see ya peeps.

left with 2 papers.
which is maths paper 2 and f&n paper.
today i had bio and chem.
i think both paper i not gonna make it.
cause when i having bio paper.
my stomach is giving me problems.
until i cant concentrate on the paper.
den chem is i cant remember anything where teacher had teach.
this time i sure die.
hope tomorrow and Friday paper i can make it.
if not i think MR POTATO is giving us trouble again.
next week going to have blocked lesson.
which means i have to see more Mr wu, Mrs kong and Mrs seith.
i saw HP's blog says that yesterday Mrs Seith dad had passed away.
i hope she is okay, if not our english will die in N level.

bye needa study for maths paper2

sians.
prelim is coming back alrdy.
i think i gonna die.
today get back my CHINESE prelim paper.
p1- letter(10/20)
compo(33/50)
P2- (41/60)

the weather is killing me.

today i had a bad news.
which is i have to go to school on monday at 7.30am.
i thought i can sleep later abit.
haiish my beauty sleep.

I NEED AIR-CONDITION TO STUDY!!

bored...
i think i going to be sick.
i starts to have cough.
hopefully i wont have fever.
because fever is so troublesome to me.
my eyes will feel so hot.

nowadays, the weather is so HOT!!!
i can't stand it when I'm in school
it is killing me when I'm class.
the school is going to let the sec 1 to have air con first.
i think should have air con first should be block F .
we are more important to the school NOW!!
not them. they are being so naughty and rude to teacher so we must have air con first.

next week, going to continue the prelim.
god bless me pass all the subject pass with flying colours.
next wed going to have science and maths paper 2 and F&N.
i think this time i going to die soon.
i don't what had happen to my brain.
it has not been working properly after the air con cannot switch on.
i think is too hot for me to concentrate in class.
i think not only me,other people too.
so faster on our air con.
i can't stand already.

emo emo emo.

currently feeling emo.
due to some reason. dun wish to elaborate.
needa get some rest. shoulder is giving me so much troubles.

yesterday had mother tongue paper.
hope i can pass..

today had social studies.
i cant finish. i think N level sure die if i cant finish it..
wish me good luck.

tmr having history and maths paper 1.
die die die.. i have start study yet... omg!! needa go eat and study le.
bye peeps.

edit/
currently i tried to study history but nothing can go into my mind. oh my god. i need a super brain. i need to memorize everything aboout stalin, hitler, and war in Europe.
sians. i dunno whether i can do the paper anot. i scared that the paper is too difficult den i can finish. like that sure die de lei.. how how how...

Jiayou for everyone in PSS (4na students)

today had English prelim.
i not sure whether i will pass or fail.
oh gosh. the letter i write wrong format sia. die die die.. that part sure get very low marks. cause i write wrong. ahhh freaking hate to write English letter.

tomorrow is Chinese Paper 1 and 2.
the paper 1 better be easy. i wanna get high marks.
N talk to me today. that's great.. hope we can maintain this until n level comes.
something happen to them. but i wish to know but mx dun wan to tell.

hope paper 2 i can win her too. freaking hate to see the face.. bye gonna go and study the format for the letter writing.

oh my god.. please bao you me for all the paper that i will pass..

fucking dulan.
look at urself in the mirror b4 saying me la.
u think u look very shuai mehhs?
oh please la. for goodness sake, better take care of ur face first b4 saying me la.
are u her dog.. she ask u say wad ni jiu say wad!!
call me chocolate chip wad abt u. so ugly until no1 wants u llorhs. i think u 已身相许 to the pig, the pig also dun wan la. cuz u too ugly lliaos.

come on look at urself...
so fat, like a pig. still dare to say me.
if u r pretty, slim den come and say la.
stop throwing ur own face la.
i dun think u got the face to throw llorhs.
STOP ALL UR NONSENSE LA. BARBIE!!!
think u very pretty ahs., u look at the mirror i think will break into pieces.

if i say abt u den u say me i can accept it. but the problem is i never say YOU lei..
can u make this clear in ur mind!! LOOK URSELF IN THE MIRROR FIRST!! FAT PIG!!!

soon is going to be Friday.
and then weekend is coming.
after weekend PRELIM is coming.
my god i don't wish the day so fast come. if not i sure die.
i haven prepare myself.
everyday i came back home from school my mind first thing was computer.
how how how?? i do not want to fail my n level...
god please help me.
my brain is dying....
i need a super brain like those clever kids.
like that my head does not need to suffer...
why i am not born like those clever kids.

我很想你

today i stayed back to have biology and food&nutrition remedial.
biology remedial teacher go through the specimen paper.
as for f&n is we did dunno when the prelim paper.
next week prelim. i so scare.
after prelim den is actual N level.
i going to have my English, Mathematics and Social Studies for the first 3 paper.
my goodness, i am so afraid that i may fail my N level.
i think i need to buck up in my studies le.
i dun wish to lose to her.
going to have my dinner first and then i go study.

hey peeps,
for those who is taking national exam: jia you for ur N level or O level.

tired days!!

it have been very tired during school days!!
i have to stay until very late.
den whenever i reached home, i dun have the mood to do homework and study.
the moment u reached home, the only thing in my mind is COMPUTER
i cant concentrate.. how??

i freaking hate him manz!!
he say i got a bad mouth. but i told him is i learnt from people that criticize me.
can u put urself in my shoe. u dunno how people criticize when i was young..
u dunno. i think if u were my age and u saw me with those, i bet u would be the same like wad other people is doing..
see me like monster. why can't u all see me as a normal person. although i'm different from u all but treat me like a person can.
u all won't know how i feel... do u know that my heart bleed whenever people criticize me. u dunno how i feel. so stop saying that i dun have kou de la. if u were me i think u also would do the same thing llorhs.

Monday:
went to school at 7 plus. reached home at about 5.30 plus. it is freaking tired lla.... have to go school early and go home late.

Tuesday:
went to school as per normal. 7 plus. finished school at 5pm but me and may xia stay until 5.15 den we go off.
actually muz stay until 5.30 de but he let them go off early. but i still choose to stay awhile.

Wednesday:
tomorrow going to have bio remedial and f&n remedial. sians. ahhs. shit i forgot to bring back my f&n textbook. shit. freak you!!

hellos peeps.
i'm now at RM KFC blog..
currently the idiot is now laughing like nobody business.
going home at 6 plus bahhs. cuz waiting for tiramisu delight.
yea!! chris treat. hehes. yes ahs. haiish boring lei, tmr got social studies milestone. haiish i dunno i can do mahs. if cannot den die lliaos. cuz prelim is coming. haiish..

currently, like so many things happen around me.
haiish i dunno wad to do sia. OMFG!

no mood and nothing to blog already.. sians.

today i reached mall is 10.30am.
actually i should start work at 10am de but during 9.40am i still sleeping.
hahas. den aunty lee mei called me and ask me where am i.
i told her i goin out house le. but den actually i went out of my hse is 10.20am. hahs.
so i change my time to 11am.
reached there went to eat my S.A first. cuz i was feeling hungry.
after eating i start working. i work at base today. wanted to work cashier but feel very sian early morning work cashier.
so i work base with yew hock and lynn. at a certain time lynn got DL!!! that time i was doin shroom sauce.
so scary... it was around 2pm lynn needa fetch his son so she went off and feroz and ririn came i start to slack abit cuz there was not much people. so i run anywhere. today i finally saw PERLYN!!! for so long den i get to see how she look like.
it was around 5.15pm i quickly went to pack my things and wait for tricia to come. cuz me and her going compass help. it was michael and dilip shift. omg that botak is a pervert. he always give me a pervertic face. OMG!!!! eeeeek den tat michael call me jean. i not the jeans horhs. and he call me nui zai oso. u think wad jay chou song ahs nui zai hen mang... lame llorhs. so idiot de sia. today quite fun la. cuz gort that michael and dilip make me and tricia laugh. at 10.00pm still got people sia.. i wan go home de lei. den after close me and tricia went to store room and count money. their type of countin money is different from mall. because their per post is $300 but mall is $200 only. it is much more easier. today my leg so tired and sour like hell man... needa go hang my shirt and pants if not tmr not dry.

why u all got things dun wan tell me and tricia.
if u all dun wan us to knw den in the first place u all should not let us knw all those le mahs.

i like this song!!

言承旭 - 我会很爱你
初次见面就占据我心中
无数星空只为了你等候
每个角落 擦肩而过 被缘分捉弄

突然相遇在转角的街头
太多感动我只想对你说
快乐难过 不能错过 对你的承诺

我不太浪漫 你说很习惯
我的肩膀给你很多安全感
握紧你的手 用全力向天空尽情呐喊

我会很爱很爱你 一百个世纪
很爱很爱你 没人能代替
未来旅行 WALKMAN纪录着爱情
我的心永远不变
我会很爱你 黑夜到黎明
很爱很爱你 四季不休息
打开WALKMAN 随时就能听见你
FEEL MY HEART 我最爱最爱的你

突然相遇在转角的街头
太多感动我只想对你说
快乐难过 不能错过 对你的承诺

我不太浪漫 你说很习惯
我的肩膀给你很多安全感
握紧你的手 用全力向天空尽情呐喊

我会很爱很爱你 一百个世纪
很爱很爱你 没人能代替
未来旅行 WALKMAN纪录着爱情
我的心永远不变
我会很爱你 黑夜到黎明
很爱很爱你 四季不休息
打开WALKMAN 随时就能听见你
FEEL MY HEART 我最爱最爱的你
我会很爱你 一百个世纪
很爱很爱你 没人能代替
未来旅行 WALKMAN纪录着爱情
我的心永远不变
我会很爱你 用我的生命
很爱很爱你 你给我勇气
快乐寂寞走到幸福那一头
FEEL MY HEART我最爱最爱的你

i freaking hate mr XXXX.
i damn pissed off because of this thing.
when did i and she call u names?? did we?
dun have lorhs. u tell me la wad names i call u. dun have dun any how say la..
other people oso got say why u never say them lei. u bias say la. no need do until like that de mahs.
other teacher oso never do anything or care so much.
say until i dun have basic manner. if i dun have the basic manner i wont call u mr alrdy. think properly la horhs. principle oso never say outside school or go excursion muz wad wad. mus have fun mahs. we two no wrong lorhs. dun anyhow say me and her..

some things i just cant be bother.
if that's make u think that i changed ur friend, why dun u look urself in the mirror first.
dun u feel u are childish? if u are alone so what? does alone make u short of 1 meat?
NO right!! this is wad u like to say RETRIBUTION. do u still rmb when u keep on say a girl in our class.
i think this is the BAO YING to u bahs for saying people. do u still rmb last time how i help u abt the class tee.
i bet u haven forget abt this bahs. they dun like is u but all things happen i had been helping u. when those thing happen they all keeping saying. although i used to it but do u knw the pain in my heart!! i even help u to get everyone to hate me. not you!! UNDERSTAND!!! i know if i say this u wont believe wad i say, if u treat me good i will treat u good. u go ask my other friend la, have i ever treat them like how i treat u!! because u dun worth for me to treat u good. i wont treat my other friend like this is because they treat me truly.

i knw u may think that i say those is to make u feel pity for me that i helped u . i just wanted to say THANKS being my friend last time. sometimes i see u alone i feel like "i do all this things am i really very bad?". sometimes u really making me pissed off. i do not knw why.

today is extremely tired.
my body is all aching..
i want a an mo yi..

today stay until 5.15 den we get to go home.
today is do maths. therefore my brain cells is lacking alrdy.
omfg.. i need a break pls.
tmr will be finishing at 5.30. hopefully we get to go off early.
tmr is maths again. sians.

it had been 3 days since i last post.
recently got so much things happen to my friends beside me. like bel, tricia, alice, shiying and even myself too.
dun wish to elaborate out.
i got 1 feeling that more things is going to happen around us.
GOD pls bless us that none of us will happen anything.
i think everyone also think that too right?

last 5 days:
Monday:
had stay back in school and do F&N coursework.
everyone stay until 4.30, whereby most of the study already reached home and we still have to do coursework. go school early, thought can go back at 2 plus but we all were wrong, we have to stay back and do coursework.

Tuesday:
as usually lesson time. after school stayed back again to do what, coursework again. boring la. but we get to use laptop to do and the best thing is that got AIRCON!!! nowdays due to the H1N1 we dun get to on AIRCON! you knw how hot is that. and we have to bear the hot and continue the lesson. OMG!! i cant stand it. i bet other class people also like that.

Wednesday:
as usually. lesson den stayed back for coursework. this time same too. stayed until 4.30 den get to go home. lucky got this coursework help us. if not i think i gonna die in that school. if we do not have coursework we have to stay in school for self study until 5 lei.. very tired le still have to stayed back..

thursday:
same lesson and coursework. as usually stayed back until 4.30 to complete the amendments.

friday:
stay back too. until 3 plus den i get to go home. cuz we need to complete the amendments and print the coursework out for submission. haiish very scared sia, dunno whether will pass anot. now will die le. cuz from monday onwards we need to stay back for remedial and self study le. heard Monday is until 4.30, Tuesday is until 5.30, Wednesday is 5, Thursday till 5 and friday till 3.30. sian how am i going to survive from all this. i sure will fall asleep de llorhhs...

God please HELP ME!!!!

DeMing this post is specially for you.

thanks for all this few months.
thanks for console me when i'm sad or whenever there's something happen to me.
is nice to have u as my friend.
although we cant. you should know. but i still treat u as my best best best friend.
i hope u can do that as u promise me that i'm always ur best friend.
i hope u wont make me disappointed. because i trust u more than i trust other people.
i know u do not want me to be sad because of you, but i promise you that i try not to okay?
i still hope that u will always be my listening ear and i'm always be ur listening ear can??
even if u and the girl together i hope if u got anything u can tell me like how we like last time.
and u still like call me to chat.
dun forget me when u got her le.
must forever remember me. if not i die i will go and haunt you!!

please take good care of yourself and must study hard and achieve ur dreams.
i also will work hard for my N level. i hope u can give me the support and ur concern whenever i need you!!
must reply my message when i sms u. dun keep on sms with her jiu forget me le.
maybe we remain as friend is a good choice bahhs. at least we are still very good and close friend. right?

lastly. take care.
i think give me time to cool myself down.
temporary i wont contact you or click u at msn.
i need to forget everything.
when it's time le den i will contact you!!
anyway last long with her..

this video is super funny/.......




here are all the names and the group where they are from:

2AM:
jokwon (yellow)

2PM:
jaebom (dark pink)
taecyeon (orange)
nickhun (purple)

SJ:
eunhyuk (green)
yesung (peach)
shindong (maroon)
sungmin (blue)

SHINee:
key (light pink)

its been 5 days that i never update my blog.
hahas. now i in school using laptop.
hahas. good right. but the worst part is that i have to do my coursework.
recently feeling very sad. because of CHAN DEMING.
he got people he like le. good for him.
although feel happy for him and feel sad for me.
i still thought that 1 day i may ahem...
now the hope is gone..
hope 1 day it will come back to me...
currently looking for songs. all the song make me feel so boring.

nowdays i have been acting i very happy, but actually is not.
many things had happen to me this month.
GOD why choose me. why is me. can't be other people.
why all things happen to me... ahhhh. i dun wan this type of life.

yoyos.
currently now in school using laptop.
suppose to be doing coursework.
dun feel like doing.
still have to write comment about the research.
i cant think of any in mind la.
later working. sians. ahem shift.
sure very boring de.
later gonna suffer from her.
shiying not working.
i think she will come bahhs. cuz she wont be staying home de.
unless she want to save money den she will stay at home.
dunno later work wad time. gonna ask ppl help me check. hope is 6pm.
cuz work at 6pm the time will pass more faster. not like 4pm or 5pm.
not sure whether i work base or cashier?
today i think got tricia work. if dun have den can go home early and rest.
cuz tmr working morning. good sia. can work sat morning.
and sunday morning toos. xD

i feel so fuck up nowadays. i dunno why.
mayb is i think too much bahhs. sians. BORING~~~
feeling so sad.. feelin emo..
i change my msn nick. i put feelin emo. then qite alot ppl come and ask me why i emo.
dun worry i'm fine de. i need time to think. beacuse i scare i make a wrong decision. then i will regret of what i had done.

needa go liaos. later teacher see i will die. then i cant edit my course work le. den fail i have to cry to death lliaos.

time checked.
now is 1.58am going to be 2am.
tomorrow working at 4pm.
sians.
work base.
luckily no need to cook chicken.
got the who to cook chicken.

this week just start school.
feel so boring.
have to keep on take temperature.
so sian..
next thurs i going to take my n level english oral le..
sianns..
so scary sia.
i haven complete my holiday homework sia.
i think need to chiong le..
sians.
heng monday is holiday i can complete all the homework.
tuesday go school sure die de.
i never pass up my thursday de maths homework.
n level is getting nearer and nearer..
i cannot let it win.
if nt will hao lian..

this few days i dunno why i get so frustrated so easily..

i freaking hate this family..
she is treating me like her maid. ask me do this do that.
also not say she dun have legs and hands why cant she do it herself??
other people will bring their sibling go out. have you bring me out since the last movie we together watch at cinema is wad movie mahs? is ' i not stupid' do u knw how long was that?? when ur friend ask u who talk to you, do u still rmb wad u told them ' aiyo is my idiot sis' have u ever heard me say to my friend anot. why cant u respect me as ur younger sister.

jus a food container why must you say me got no brain. like you ownself got brain. ur salary is not much llorhhs. how can u say i got no brain.i was wondering whether u have another family outside anot. got money can late late come home. no money jiu reach home damn early. do u knw that how i wish one day u would ask me how is my work??or how is my school? have u do a part as a father mahs? you come home onli eat, bathe , watch news or newspaper and sleep? do u knw my friend parents are much more better. why cant you all like them.

thanks mum,
for bearing my temper when i'm not in good mood sometime. and those food that you bought for me. i want wad u will always buy for me. althought sometimes i have to wait for 2-3 weeks? but it's okay at least you still buy for me.

I HATE THIS FAMILY. I'M A HUMAN NOT A MAID IN THIS HOUSE.

now is 3.35pm and i need to go prepare to go bathe and go out.
and the sky seems like going to rain. hope it won't rain at paris ris.
cuz my class gonna have a BBQ at paris ris park!!
if it rain how are we going to BBQ!!!
maybe tonight after BBQ meet xavier. he gonna fetch me home ..
cool~~ second time people fetch me home!! so great!!
first time is ISEBELLA GIRLFRIEND fetch me home!!

sians. my school holiday still have around 2 weeks and i haven even touch my homework at all. i think this time i have to really work hard le. but how to. when ever i saw books infront of me i will fall asleep. shag sia.

need go bathe and prepare. bye peeps..