1 year

Its been 1 year i had stayed at my own house with my husband.
I can't imagine i am living without my family.
I can't believe i manage to live without my mum.
Starting i can't used to it.
I wish to wake up and see my mum sleeping in the living room at the sofa.
I wish to wake up with food on the table, i just take and eat.

But now i manage live without my mum around me.
Although now i meeting her once a week, or sometimes once every 2 weeks if i'm working morning shift.
Recently last year she not been very good when the hungry ghost festival period,
I was quite worry when i saw my sis msg saying mama is in hospital.
I was so scared.
Lucky she manage to get control over it.
Now every year Hungry Ghost Festival i will be very afraid to receive msg from my sis.

This year is joyful and disappointment year for our family.
Because my brother got married.

As for disappoint new, i shall not elaborate it.

1 more hour my honey is coming back.

This 30th May is our 8 Years Anniversary.

I love you honey.

Time 22:20pm

Today afternoon went to Toa Payoh for OUR FLAT SELECTION!
Quite happy that we got to own a flat so fast.
We been together for 6 years and 6months plus..
Cant believe we actually walked so far..

The next thing that we going to do is to get married and get the marriage certificate before our key collection day.
Although we got one more appointment to go then to the key collection..
Very soon gonna moved out of the house..
Can't bear to but have to..
Next time will see mama lesser..

But when i keep think of that it makes me upset.
I know one day i will have to move out to start my own family.
But all these like happen too quick where i don't know how to react.
I don't know what to do to stop this kind of feeling.
Whenever i think of that i feel like crying out.

I will try my best to get this feeling out of my mind..
I believe i can make it.

Gonna Work Hard For Our Future Now!!!

JIAYOU!!

life after promoted..

hello..
so long didn't blog already..
recently got promoted to shift manager..
been quite busy now days..
and get very tired easily..
and fall asleep very early..
hence got no time to accompany my honey..
i'm sorry honey..
i know i get less time to accompany you now days..
i will try my best to accompany you more okay..
today is my off day so i decided to blog about my life today..
today got in touch with mdm dewi..
ask her about mall kfc..
how was it now without my presence..
i guess it is better now..
cause got 5 new staffs..
but now she hired ah lian.. don't know how is the ah lian doing..
are they better than aunty sally or worst then aunty sally..
hahas... i told mdm dewi that i saw some mall regular customer at compasspoint and some said they saw me at there so happy.. And i heard from mdm dewi that got customer ask about me..
hahas.. so happy.. they notice i not around anymore.. at least i still stand a better place in their mind whenever they thought of kfc they thought about me...

i love my honey alot!!!
i love you!! <3 p="">

I fall aslp again.. i tell you i want to pei u but i didnt.
You told me alot times before i want to sleep must tell u but i always didnt..
I always make u wait for my text for very long..
Im sorry honey.  I didnt meant to make u wait..
I also didnt meant to make u angry..
I also dun want to keep quarrel with u..
Im sorry..

突然想写华文。
前几天才听到他们分手了。
还说那时我鼓励她跟你分手。
我记得我没有说分手才是好的选择。
算了，事情都过了很久。
现在是他们和好就是一件好事。

一转眼时间就过了四年了。
我们在一起经过了风风雨雨。
在一起过了很多开心和不开心的事。
但是我依然很爱很爱你
不管你有钱还是没钱我都会在你身边陪着你。


林家盛，
我爱你宝贝！！

i know you are busy today.
you been driving since last night.
although you free you will text me.
i feel so happy to see your text.
but we talk awhile you are busy again.
although i quite upset cause i cant talk to you again.
i see you so tired, i'm so upset.
i know no choice cause this is army.
but i just xin tong to see you so tired.
this days i mc due to leg,
im still worried about you so much.
whether you got enough rest anot.
i hope you are doing fine.
i love you honey :D 

im sorry honey, i just want you to know how i feel.



i know is i think to much le
i know i'm a very easy jealous person.
when i know you started talking with ur friend's girlf
my mind was like anyhow think already.
i know is i anyhow think
i just dont like the feeling when i saw you two the conversation
i know you two just friends.
i know you wont bian xin.
i just scared so much.
but i just cant help not to think about it.
i wanted to tell you how i feel
but i just cant open up my heart and mouth to tell you.
im jealous ):