-----jAnE-------

2012-01-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

bi,
i love you..
been with you for so long,
you always pampered me like no one do..
but i never regret being together with you..
always come pei me when i end work or when i off..
being with you every time i feel so happy..
this January will be 1 year 8 months le.
i miss you so much..
cant meet you everyday i feel so lonely..
how i wish i can hug,kiss and say i love you to you..

bi, still remember when we first met at hougang..
i will never forget about that day..
and you fetch me home from school and work..
always make you travel to come meet me..
i love you always <3

sorry baby

2012-01-03T00:16:00.001+08:00

Baby sorry i make you angry again..

I always make you angry de..

Dui bu qi..

I dont know what to do then i wont make you angry..

All in these time i make you angry de most..

Im sorry..

I love you so much..

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2011-12-30T13:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19 MONTHSARY BABY :D

time flies baby..

i'm sorry i can only meet you once a week due to working..

i know you will say "its okay de "

we been so much together be it happy/sad/angry..

but i know you will also be there for me..

you always show me so much love and care than other guys.

pamper me like a princess/baby..

give me what i want ..

i'm happy to have you by my side..

i never regret being together with you all along..

i love for who you are..

baby i love you..

happy anniversary.. (:

2011-12-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

Thurday 22/12

had Christmas party during thursday was fun. Had lots of tears and laughter..
ate quite alot after work.. had golden pillow which is inside is curry chicken..
had fried rice and fried beehoon and pizza too!!

Friday 23/12
Friday as usual is my off day..
didn't get to meet baby due to his tooth pain.

Saturday 24/12
had work in the morning from 10am to 5pm.
after work went to meet moon..
she said want to pass me my present..
she gave me a pink poker dot shoulder bag..
quite pretty.. and she gave me a usb fan..
Thanks for the gift (:
after bid goodbye, i quickly went back home prepare and bathe then went down to meet baby and we went to ZACDIUS 1year old birthday chalet.
was with boyfriend all the way..
as i did not know any one there.
drank some beer and eat some food..
at night had fried chicken for supper..
due to the oil the first patch of chicken is chao da (burnt)..
heard some sarcastic remarks..
if you think is burnt then dont eat la.
who ask you to eat..
if i know you all will give this kind of remark i wont give you all eat already..
taking care of zacdius i so fun.. carry him until my hand pain now.
carried him to find his mum.. like to fake cry also...
boyf wan to carry him he let him carry.. i wan carry him he dont want..

Sunday 25/12
had another round of bbq..
wanted to ton one more night there..
but during 11pm plus mum start to call me..
i thought i can stay in the end mum dont allow..
so got no choice got to part with boyf and go home..
haiish.. in the end he accompany me go home..
then he go back to east coast park..
he just want me to be safe to reach home so he accompany me take cab go home then i drop he went back..
so sweet of him right.. hahas..

Monday 26/12
stay at home all the way..
miss my boyf so much..
hope friday i get to meet him for movie or something..
cuz Friday is our ANNIVERSARY!!

Lastly:
Baby sorry cant pei you last night..
i will try to pei you the next chalet..
I love you alot..

111222

2011-12-22T13:27:00.000+08:00

tonight at work place gonna have a advance Christmas party.
we will have a supper eating session with my colleague

19122011

2011-12-19T03:00:00.000+08:00

due to i fall asleep
i didnt reply baby text.
so he seems like angry..
always i'm the one that make him angry..
i find myself so useless..
i always make us quarrel before our anniversary, meet up or when we slacking.

baby i'm sorry
i always make you angry..
but no matter what i wont change my mind to love you.
i will forever love you like i always do.

off day

2011-12-06T14:38:00.000+08:00

having 2 off days this week.
due to lynn came back to work.
she happy she dont come work
she not happy she come work, then i must work lesser hours.
like this lesser pay..
wth is that.
want her ask me work lesser hours.
dont want her ask me work long hours.
where got such things.
like that where got fair..
so what she is more hardworking than me.
so means that you can make that kind of decision that is unfair for me.

good thing is that i can rest more.
bad thing is that i get lesser pay..
haiish life is like this...
Boring!!!

06112011

2011-11-14T21:43:00.001+08:00

Missing you always make me feel like crying. Without you by my side i more sad. Cant pei you i feel more upset. Always make you wait for me to end work, so that we can text. See you like this i heart pain...

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baby Love

2011-10-14T09:04:00.000+08:00

this week i meet baby a lot of times.
i'm a happy girl.
this week i meet him Monday, Wednesday, either Friday or Saturday (:
get to meet him i feel so happy.
love him lots.
now he is the only thing that i want the most.
he care for me a lot. And he dote me, pamper me too!
i love you baby <3 muacks :D

the coming Monday i going USS with my working friend again. the first time i went with baby and his friends and my girlf too.
it was baby birthday, so baby ask me to go too. so i ask my girlf to accompany me.
i still rmb baby help me carry my bag.
i meet him in the train at serangoon in the early morning like 8 plus or 9. cant remember already.
he wanted to hug me infront of his friends and my girlf.
sweet right. hahas.

this end of the month is our anniversary. on the 30th we had been together for 1 year 5 months (:

its been a month plus i didnt update already.
just wake up. slept early last night.
due to i fall aslp then i forget to tell baby that i went to sleep.
so he was like a bit angry i guess.

p/s: baby sorry i always fall asleep and never tell you. make you wait for my reply. dui bu qi. i love you baby ^^

3005

2011-08-30T01:27:00.003+08:00

MONTHSARY DAY!
happy monthsary baby.
i love you.
once again never get to celebrate with you.
i missing you each and everyday.
i'm happy to be with you, even we meet less compare to others couple.
i'm happy that you not leaving me because of i do not have time to pei you.
you still support me when you are not with me.
you always there for me when i need a listening ear.
when i'm scared, i call you, you sure pick up my call.
and you always wait for me to end work.
you always sacrifice your sleeping time just to pei me.
i'm happy baby.

LOVE YOU <3

Sorry

2011-08-21T04:11:00.001+08:00

Im really sorry baby.
I made you cry today.
Really sorry.
Make you worry.
对不起我让你担心
让你哭。
我不是故意的。

3005

2011-07-30T01:18:00.000+08:00

once again is 30th again.
which means is our monthsary.
I'm happy to be with you.
recently so many things happen between us.
I'm sorry i made you worried on that Saturday.
i made you cried.
dui bu qi.
due to working, i never ever celebrate monthsary with you before.
and due to working, i cant meet you often.
only get to meet you once a week.
although is only a few hours I'm happy.
cause i get to see you, hug you, kiss you.
you always pamper me like a baby.
buy things, you always want to pay for me.
as when you buy things i want pay for you, you keep on say don't want.
since you insist, i don't want to quarrel because of that.

HAPPY MONTHSARY BABY!
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.

Moody~~

2011-07-10T01:16:00.001+08:00

I always will say wrong things.
People always get the wrong idea.
No one seems to understand me.
Don't know what to do then you all will understand.
I guess i being kind too much.
Haish!

140611

2011-06-15T00:39:00.001+08:00

Meet up with girlf today.
Plan to give boyf a surprise.
I secretly went to boyf hse area.
Without telling him.
I miss him badly and i want meet him today!
But sadly he cant so i went to find him.
See i so good right!
Now missing him!
Miss his hug,kiss.
Next week gonna go taiwan for one week.
Will miss him badly!!

Can we back to the past?

2011-05-15T02:32:00.001+08:00

Everytime image flash back when we just get to know each other.
The time i hold back my love for you, the feeling is so terrible for me.
And i know your phone drop into the toilet bowl, we cant contact my heart sank until the bottom.
No words can explain how i feel.
I can only use cry to make me feel better than so upset.
Always things happen, i only know how to cry. Therefore i'm a cry baby.
I hope you can love me whole heartedly.
Dun back out suddenly.
If not i don't what is gonna happen.
I think is keep on crying and crying. That all bahs. (:

Boring~~~~

2011-04-11T00:30:00.001+08:00

So long didnt update blog already!
Was kinda busy working.
Few hours time baby gonna go back school and study.
Will miss him hell lots.
Those nitec classmates will start school too.
Wonder B.Y is still the same and the class got disiao her anot.
Miss the laughter in nitec class.
As for me i can only work.
Dont have the mood to study anymore.
Study the course that i dont like for what.
Wasted one year already.
What for wasted another year Studying whereby i dont have the mood to study.
Must well i go work better.
Gain experience and get salary.

I miss my baby. Hope he get to poly next year. (:

Irritating!

2011-03-09T22:03:00.001+08:00

Dun wan how to study got wrong mehs.
Cannot study got wrong mehs.
Always like to compare me and them.
So what their pay is higher than me.
Im happy with my pay cAn le mahs.
Hate to being compare with others.

2011-01-29T13:34:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is our 8 months.
time flies.
so fast 8 months le.
gonna meet him later instead of tomorrow.
cause might last minute call me work full shift.
miss him badly.

for the past 2 days i had diarrhea.
and then yesterday night menses attack.
wth!!!!
but still a good thing although it like come at the wrong timing.
if not during CNY then it come then gg already,

i shall stop here.
needa go bathe and prepare now.

I'm happy and delight

2011-01-18T23:06:00.001+08:00

Get to meet you today.
Even though it just 3 hours i'm happy already.
Whenever i get to meet you,
I feel your warmth.
It make me so happy.
When can i get to meet you again?
I miss ur hug, smell, kiss and the way you say 'iloveyou' to me.
I feel so happy like a little girl when you say 'iloveyou' to me right at my face.

Baby i love you so much that i cant love without you.
If one day i lose you, i guess i gonna cry until my eyes balls out.
I might turn crazy if you are not by my side anymore.
Right now when i'm writing this my tears roll down.
This is how important you are to me.
Baby i love you. Muacks.

Going to 8months.

2011-01-16T00:32:00.001+08:00

14 days more to our 8monthsary.
Very fast it gonna be one year.
Time flies.
Loving you more and more each day.
Even though i not meeting you often.
But the feeling is still there.
Hope you do.
I miss you baby.
And i miss you so.

01-01-2011

2011-01-01T23:31:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year!

It's 2011.
A new year for me.
Birthday is getting near.
Still got 1 month and 7 days.
I'm getting older already.
Will be 19 years old already.
OMG~
How should i celebrate my birthday this year?
Should i book chalet?
Or just a celebration with my friends?

Baby

2010-12-30T11:09:00.001+08:00

I love you baby

281210

2010-12-28T00:55:00.001+08:00

2 more days to 7 months.
Time flies.
We had been together for 7 months already.
Love you more and more each day.
I love you baby 
Missing you everyday.

251210

2010-12-25T01:33:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
5 more days to our 7 months.
I'm so happy i get to meet you later.
I miss you so much.
I love you more and more each day.
I hope you too.
I dont mind you have money anot.
As long as i get to see you i'm happy already.
I don't mind you didnt bring go anywhere.
I happy to be with you.
That's all i'm asking from you.
Now to me,
You are too precious to lose.
I don't want you to feel useless, poor, cannot give me happiness.
As long as we together i don't mind all that.
You understand?
The only thing i asking was more love, care and concern.
That's what i'm asking for.

What a bad news to me.

2010-12-23T13:09:00.001+08:00

I was feeling so happy.
Cause i get to see you on sat and spent my christmas with you.
Now i dont get the chance.
Feeling so upset now.
Tears rolled down.
All thanks to your classmates.
I dont get the chance to meet you on sat.

2010-12-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

i miss you badly.

i know is my fault that i suspect you.

is not that i want.

i don't know why i got that feeling.

i'm sorry.

201210

2010-12-20T11:53:00.001+08:00

10 more days to our 7 months.
Time flies, 7 months already.
I still love you so much.
Are you?
When i gonna see you again? ):
Miss you badly.
Do you know that?
Miss your hug amd kisses.

I crave your face in my heart.
So when ever i want see you i can see easily.
Now You are the boy i love, i miss, i care badly.
I cherish the time with you.
But it always pass so quickly.
Till i doesn't want to bid goodbye with you.

181210

2010-12-18T00:54:00.001+08:00

Time check: 12.49am

Missing you now.
We were textimg each other now but i still miss you badly.
Everyday i think all is about you.
When you going give me surprise again?
I want see you everyday.
I want hug you too.

Baby can i have surprise from you again?
Once again i made a wish at 11.11 just now.
It still the same old wish.
It's all about you. (:
Baby iloveyou (:

2010-12-17T14:51:00.002+08:00

now you should be sleeping soundly.
i'm missing you right now.
everytime i miss you,
my tears fill in my eyes.
i tried not to cry,
but i just cant control it.
you are the first guy that:
i miss so much.
i love so much.
i care so much.
now you are the only 1 i want now.

i had so much fun and laugher yesterday.
you make me love you more and more each day.
i hope we would last.

baby:
no matter what, i love you for who you are.
i hope you wont disappoint me.
i love you ♥

2010-12-17T12:29:00.000+08:00

now is 12.19pm.
when i was in the middle of the night sleeping,
i keep on wake up.
i wake up at 2.22am
suddenly i miss my baby.
tears in the middle of the night.
miss your hug so badly.
then i went back to sleep.
again 5 plus wake up again.
no choice have to sleep back.

miss you badly.
want to see you and hug you again.
when can i again?
i want to keep you by my side.

161210

2010-12-17T00:10:00.001+08:00

Get to hug you today.
So happy.
Everytime i miss you, automatically i drop my tears.
Feel so upset.
So hard to get to see you.
But i still bear the pain till i get to see you.
Everytime i see 11.11 i will wish that we would last.
I hope that we do really last.
You are the first guy i love so much. So i hope you shall be the first and last one.
Although you no money, but you still can make me happy.
Everytime you hug me, i feel so warm.
I hope you can be faithful, truthful to me.
That all i want. I want be the only girl that you will see in your eyes.
7 months coming alrdy. I hope i still counting the months we together.

I Love you baby. You will always be in my heart. No matter what i not gonna let you go. Hugs and kisses. Muacks.

Thinking of you again.

2010-12-16T06:10:00.001+08:00

Time check : 0126am
Lying on my bed now.
Whole mind is think about you now.
Miss you badly.
I just cant wait to see you again.
See you = get hug from you. (:
You pamper me like a princess.

Missing you once again.

2010-12-15T11:21:00.001+08:00

Missing you right now. Miss your hug, your smell, your kiss and your face. How i wish i can see you everyday.

2010-12-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

you just make me wanna love you more and more each day.

2010-12-14T20:11:00.000+08:00

miss my baby already.
although we just met.
can't wait to see him again.
lie on your shoulder make me feel so comfortable.
get hug from you feel so loved again.
get kiss from you i know that i'm the only one in your eyes.
how great if i get all these everyday?

love to receive your text when you say "iloveyou and imissyou" to me!
how i wish i get to see you everyday.

30052010

2010-12-10T03:06:00.001+08:00

once again you say you are xiaoqi and useless.
i guess we will last until we are old.
on the day i start to accept you as my boyf ♥
i never regret.

HAPPY 6 MONTHSARY ♥

2010-11-30T10:54:00.000+08:00

we have been together for 6 months already.

time flies.

i love you more and more now.

you give me so much love and care than my ex boyfriend.

ILOVEYOU BABY!!

101128

2010-11-28T18:27:00.001+08:00

The most saddest day i ever had.
I not sure why i'm crying now.
Feel so damn sad.
Why choose tmr to go to sentosa?
Because of sch i cant go enjoy.
Every is going except me.
What a spoiler.
Feel so shag now.
Just never go sentosa only mahs.
I dunno why am i crying?
Wtf. The feeling keep on make me wanna cry.

2010-11-19T09:36:00.002+08:00

currently at com lab doing nothing.
playing cafe word and restaurant city.
so boring.
about 2 hours more jiu end school le.

2010-11-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

memory flash back to Tuesday.

2010-11-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

Tuesday till now whenever i take train,
i see hougang it makes me remind me about you.
i miss you badly.
you are the only guy i like so much.

you make me smile when i receive your sweet message.

isn't this cute.
at night i just like to read this.

2010-11-11T10:31:00.000+08:00

everyday gets to text with you or morning gets to answer your call, i feel duper happy the whole day.
ever since tuesday i get to meet you i feel so happy. (:
baby i love you (L)

101109

2010-11-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the most happy day i ever had.
i will never forget 09112010.
that's the day i went to meet my baby <3
but around 8 plus he need to leave le.
abit sad, dun bear to see him leave.
how i wish he is beside me right now.
yesterday bully me.
next time is my turn.. muhahaha
whenever think of that moment he was waiting for bus at interchange
my eyes was flood with tears.

Stress

2010-11-03T22:23:00.001+08:00

Around 21 more days to the final exam alrdy.
Die die die.
Not sure whether i can survive for my beo anot.
Poa i think i can mak it. But beo haish.
I think must study le.
I have to complete my pie portfolio lei.
Sian still got alot need to do lei.
How sia?? Omg.

2010-10-14T09:51:00.000+08:00

without your text yesterday night and today morning the feeling is weird.
feel like crying.
now my eyes like abit swollen.
weird feeling.

I'm happy

2010-10-09T14:32:00.001+08:00

Ever since i get to know you, i feel so happy everyday.
And now we are together, you make me love you more and more each day.
You are so different from other guys.
You are much more better than E.

7 october

2010-10-08T03:05:00.001+08:00

So freaking tired.
Somebody sabo chris shift.
Only left me chris yunyun ririn and hua eng working.
2 guy nv come.
Needa sleep now. If not later same thing happen again die already.

2010-09-29T10:43:00.000+08:00

had a little tiff with boyf 2 days ago. ):
every time when we quarrel he would always say he was in the wrong because he give me attitude and too petty(xiaoqi).
but i was the one who started quarreling.
i said sorry to him and he would said i was not in the wrong..
some times i really don't know what he thinking about.
wake up at 7.30am due to my phone alarm clock which i set for school.
i didn't switch off so i was awake by the alarm.
today i guess i can talk to him.
so long didn't talk to him le. (:

miss him so much!!
BABYPIG <3 is still in his lala land ):

2010-09-21T13:45:00.000+08:00

i'm blogging here and surfing the net while waiting for some people to finish their previous test then we can proceed to the next test!
most people is waiting for those 3 people to finish!
gosh! today school end at 5 ):
left 3 days to 2 weeks HOLIDAY!!
tomorrow have make-up workshop.
i dunno whether want to go anot..
abit lazy sia!

2010-09-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

been going to school and study
test and test and test!!
when can this end??
i'm tired with all these!
every week is go school, and then go work!
what a boring life i have!
recently nth happen!
but just now sth happen.
not gonna elaborate.
because it is damn scary!!
need to forget abt it. if not i don't know how am i going to sleep with this kind of feeling!!
and baby when are you going to text me? i guess you fall asleep already.
i have to wait until afternoon then i get your text!
miss die you!!

2010-09-16T09:20:00.000+08:00

so long didnt update this dead blog..
in school now!!..
feeling so sucky nowdays!!
no mood to update alrdy!!

2010-08-30T22:17:00.001+08:00

was on the phone with GIRLF ♥
she told me about her and her boyf..
if really so tong ku must as well listen to us give yourself a break, leave the guy..
i was in the same situation as you before..
you also told me to leave the guy,
i also tell you very difficult to leave,
what for because of a guy you live until so tong ku..
am i right?

feel like changing blogskin.
maybe wait until i free from school or holiday bahs.
time check: 10.14pm.
not sure what to do at this time.
i guess i have to go and find some dvd and watch.
so bored! shall continue with 'wo de yi wan mian bao'

tmr should be going for movie session with shiying to lido to watch movie.
hope the chair is very comfortable unlike last time that went with chris.
good night peeps.
might update tmr night or wednesday!

2010-08-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

went to shop for slippers with my sister today at city square mall.
wanted to go eat the kichi kichi hotpot with my sis,
but then mum cook curry chicken, so long didnt eat so decided to eat hotpot other day.
hope is nicer than the one 1 hougang mall.
so i guess she will be treating me??
hahas,
today off day and thurs off day.
on fri have to work until sun then get to off,
but the off is have to go sch,
and see the old hag face!!
her lesson is fcuking boring!!
but have to bear with it for like 4 months like that.
time files faster please!!!
i want to get out of that school and not study anymore!!
study makes me so sick and tired!!
bye gonna go watch 个人取向already..

2010-08-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

so tired...
yesterday went to play badminton and volleyball with bel.
now my whole body hurts.
feel so shiok after so long didnt play until so 'hardcore' already..

slept at 3am just now,
now is 12.05 i wake up so early...
needa go work later
so sians.

ysd night when i was about to put song into my phone,
suddenly it dunno what happen it go to the restore mode(not sure what is it call)
then nearly all my text and contact number gone..
after went to youtube to search for some similar things too..
soon i can on back but then songs and my video gone.
lucky my message and my contact number is still there..

gonna go rest more now. if not later working that time sure tired until wan to die.

2010-08-08T13:47:00.000+08:00

THURSDAY
meet up with ANISSYA, BEL, AMANDA, SHIYING and her boyfriend.
went to play badminton.
before we start to play we went to mac to have my so called lunch.
we having fun and laughter during eating.
after badminton went to compass, ShiYing send her boyfriend to mrt and bid goodbye.
and we went to basement to have our ice-cream session.
had fun and laughter again.
went to walk around.
and went home after that.

FRIDAY
didn't went to school as they were having celebration of National Day
early morning went to Rivervale Plaza with mum to have breakfast with her and buy stuff too.
reached home around 3pm went down with mum and sister to buy tibits.
reached home 4.30pm bathe and nua at home for awhile and went to work.
around 8.30pm ANISSYA came. around 9 she went to Rivervale Plaza to find her friend!
ended work SHIYING came to meet me and ANISSYA.
went to slack.

SATURDAY
went out of house at 2plus to meet ANISSYA.
take bus and walk to mall.
slack around mall after that went to work.
ended work at 10.30 like that.
slack and walked home with TRICIA and bid goodbye to her.

SUNDAY
actually work morning today, but due to some changes i work night.
hopefully tonight wont happen anything.
working with two irritating ppl. hope i wont get pissed off and angry when i'm working.
don't know why these few days i get mood swing so easily.
later going work, BORING~
tomorrow going out with GIRLFRIENDS!
going for cycling session, movie session, talking session, and of course FIREWORKS!

tricia mummy:
cheer up. don't think too much.

missing you~

2010-07-24T12:34:00.000+08:00

nowadays i very easily tired
the moment i reached home from school
i always got the feeling of going to sleep.
so tired.
now its saturday already
1 more days to Sunday and then Monday again.

2010-07-19T13:58:00.000+08:00

currently nua-ing in lab.
doing nothing, but only fbing fbing.
sians... i didn't bring my thumb-drive then i cant complete my PIE project.

2010-07-17T12:58:00.000+08:00

missing you is part of my routine now.
watching my drama now and my mind keep on flash with your image.
every time saw you my heart beat faster and faster until it so hard to breathe.
and my face turn red within 1 min.
that's fast. every moment feel like seeing you.
but i know cant.
how i wish you were staying at the same block as me.
because like that after work i can wait for you, you can wait for me and we can go home together.
its that sweet!! (:

missing you

2010-07-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

I'm missing you like no tomorrow.
never see you gives me bad mood.
i don't mind waiting for your text everyday.
you seems very irritated whenever i text you
every time i read your old text
my face automatically will smile,
sometimes i feel so sweet when you say you miss me.
I'm so happy!
feeling tired and my eyes is closing soon.
boy, i miss you!!

2010-07-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

girlfriend,
cheer up alright?
i want the old you, not now the you!!
he dun wan you is he stupid.
dun because of one tree you give up the whole forest!
fall down already must straight away stand up.
don't sit down there and wait.
i know you love this guy a lot.
but is he doing the same?
so it's not worth it.
cheer up! anything text me!!

2010-07-15T09:41:00.000+08:00

i like to wait for your text every night.
no matter now late i'm willing to wait.
this is how i am when i'm waiting for your text.

2010-07-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

am i feeling hungry that's why i'm feeling dizzy and feel like vomiting?
aiyo how i was you was beside me.
and my eyes going to close already.
going sleep already.
good night peeps.

2010-07-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

Am i falling in love with you?
Am i? I'm confuse.

2010-07-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

now i'm kinda confuse
i do have good feelings for you
but i don't know what to do.
what should i do?
can you tell me?
i don't know i like you or i love you.
i don't dare to say because i scare being hurt also can say i that i scare you are being hurt too!
i don't want to repeat the history again for you.
i don't understand what i'm thinking.

2010-07-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

what happen to me now?
suddenly i feel like crying!
oh my god! am i jealous or what?
why i got that feeling?

2010-07-03T12:19:00.000+08:00

i want to scream out loud.
school is starting just 1 more day!
why can't give us holiday more longer!!
i don't wish to go school on monday
stomach cramp must go school, somemore the first day got PE.
i hate to have PE when i have stomach cramp.
painful like hell!!

2010-06-22T02:47:00.000+08:00

so long didn't update my blog already.
had been working for the past few weeks.
was too lazy to update too!
going out in the morning with my mum and sis.
mum went for appointment.
might went to IKEA to buy new fan.
gonna stop on air-con cuz it starts to rain in my room!!
hahas jkjk is the air-con start to drip water again. sians.
in the middle of the night can go toilet cuz if go the floor will be damn wet!!
time check: 2.46 am
i'm still infront of the com and update.
going to slp alrdy, needa wake up at 7 plus later!!
urgggg!!! sian after that have to go work!!
aiyo. so tired! no choice because of handphone bill have to work more days during holidays!
sync so long still haven okays.. wth!

2010-06-09T13:49:00.000+08:00

had been sick since Saturday.
having high fever that day.
my temperature was 39.4 degree.
was so tired and no strength to move everywhere!
went to see doctor and i got 2 days mc.
now fever is gone but cough and sore throat is still here!
so not fully recover.
next monday going watch movie with shiying.
still dunno meeting her what time.
i think shall meet her in the late afternoon or evening bahhs.
should call other ppl go also?
should ask her whether she want anot.
i guess if all girls should be fun!
tata gonna rest now.

2010-05-05T18:17:00.001+08:00

i like falling in love with thai song.
their song meaning is damn sad sia.
i went to search for his name in msn,
guess what i found his account.
and the display picture is him and a girl.
i dunno what to react at that moment of time.
how i wish someone was beside me and lend me shoulder for me to lean.
slowly tears rolled down my cheek.
i felt damn sad, i also dunno why.
i know that feeling fade. but why i still cry?
i dun get it.
everything is not right for me.
yesterday night i found out that he's playing.
and today i lai ang.
damn suay. i dunno what to do sia.
haiish. i want to forget what i saw,
but the image just keep on appear in my mind.
fcuk sia. damn irritating la!!!
get out of my brain now.
i dun wish to see you anymore.
hope you and the girl last long.
they had been together since last year November 16.
which is we stead for 1 year and 6 days he got another girlfriend behind my back.
haiish.

2010-04-21T15:01:00.000+08:00

woke up at 7.15am, went to bathe and prepare.
went out of house at 8.20am.
reach mrt station was about 8.30plus, went into the cabin and waited for the train to move.
stand for about 15 mins the train is still not moving, see alot of people went out of the cabin to take cab to work. but i choose to stand there and wait.
i have the intention to take cab to school.
it was wasting money as today i does not want to reach school on time. so i choose to wait for the train to move. and i dun want to waste my money when i didnt even take the train.
reach serangoon my leg totally went jelly type. i cant even walk properly sia.
i slowly walk to circle line. reach bishan slowly walk to school. i cant take it anymore.
i need to sit more. i went to the class and teacher ask me why i was late.
i shout across to the teacher that i was stuck in the train for 1 and half hour.
1 of my classmate say so kua zhang but its true. i didnt lie.
alot of ppl was stuck in the train too.
what a unlucky day i have today.

2010-04-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

wth.
and now you got another blog never tell me.
is this call friends?
now i knw that a 7 days boyfriend can replace a 3 years plus good friends.
i dunno what to say anymore.
you changed so much.
are you still the ISEBELLA KANG GUI LAN that i know from 3 years ago?
and now you make me drop tears again.
you know how much you meant to me anot.
i really treat you as my good good good friends.
you know how important you are in my life anot.
i never blame you for lying to me alrdy.
but i need time to forget all this.
now i wonder are we still friends?
i alrdy give you all my blessing,
why you still like this?
why dun wan to let me know?
stop hiding things away from me can anot.
just tell me the truth is that so difficult.
i wont blame you anymore.
i just want all the truth.

2010-04-12T17:12:00.000+08:00

this time you make me very disappointed.
you stead with him why don't dare tell me, you should know me well.
i won't because you stead with him and don't be your friend anymore.
i won't okays. get this right!
you should know if you tell me in the first place i wont be that sad rather than now right.
and the answer you told me is that you yi shi wang ji.
how can that be, you my close friend lei.
not those normal friend lei.
some more that time at chalet you know that i dui him you hao gan.
and you went to hospital to visit him, nvm i thought you really go visit your friend.
and when you got stead, i ask you who.
you lie to me, you tell me is ur gb hse there de.
nvm, i believe you.
when you stead with him, and you know that we are monster and hamster.
you still can choose not to tell me.
what is this?
should friends do that.
i dun think so. how can you do that?
after i find sth fishy i ask you.
you still tell me you dunno who.
again you lie to me .
is it so difficult to tell me the truth?
i know you will say you dun wan to be hurt or break our friendship.
have you ever see me do that ?
let say jenson la.
that time tricia like him and they stead,
did i say i want to break friendship with tricia?
no right.?
we been friends for like going 3 years and you still dunno wo de wei ren mehs?
every time something happen between us the trust is not there.
then because you were my girlfriend and my closest friend i choose to forgive you and help you build the trust in my heart.
again the trust is broken, nvm i help you build again.
because you were my girlfriend and my closest friend ever i choose to do these.
maybe you will say i also never ask you to help me build the trust, is you ownself want to build it.
okays, everything is wo zi yuan de.
because i thought you will change whenever we quarrel or sth.
from my first impression of you being my friends you change from bad to worst.
i cant believe that. but i still choose to be friends with you.
you hong never mind. i nothing to say.
i let you hong. but you seems like getting guo fen and guo fen.
i still choose to be ur friends.

sometimes i still think are you worth for me to do these?
i told myself because i treat you as my girlfriend, closest friend and good friend, so i do all these is worth it. but now i dunno what to tell myself what to do. everytime i choose to forgive you, you know how much pain i suffer anot?
because of you i cried when chatting with you on msn.

2010-03-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

i have so long didn't do cook already.
juilin work with us she doesn't want to do cook.
hock can't cook due to he's tired
so i say i do cook.
in the end was abit regretted.
now my body ache .
now do cook have to change this change that.
so troublesome.
waste my energy.
was working until 2pm because of lacking of chicken so i do until 2 plus den i still have to clean and wash the OR port.
was damn hot and have to scrub like no tomorrow.
so suay sia my hand.
went home around 3.30pm.
so tired. went to sleep awhile but still tired.
wake up went to Punggol Plaza with sister to buy dinner.
now was feeling hungry i think. omg. how could this be.
ahhhs.... help me!!! i don't want to grow fat!
my eye lid is half open.
gonna go sleep soon.
nights people : D

2010-03-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

went to meet shiying at compass to pass her,
her ipod and poker card.
after that went to eat at pizza hut.
saw quite familiar faces in pizza hut.
after eating, we craving for durian pancake.
we bought 4, 2 each.
omg, somemore we just finish eating pizza.
omg!!! after buy went to block to huhu!
sitted at staircase for awhile and went to punggol interchange.
went to sit at the entrance of the other side of mrt station.
at there huhu, then went to wait for bus.
went we walking to sit down at the chair, we walk pass a china man,
suddenly we heard something weird.
we stun and we went to sit other side.
guess what we hear??
is a girl at there moaning!
omg!! went we walk pass we heard girl moaning means,
the guy is watching porn.
we went silence and we laugh .
omg, how can he do that in public.
somemore went we walk pass him, the volume seems louder and louder.
sibei siasuay sia!!
omg!!!cant believe that..
my 3 weeks of holiday only left 2 weeks plus
open school gonna chiong studies already.
sians. omg. CS still got 6 chapters haven study!!
hope open school time pass slowly. but not too slowly!

2010-03-19T08:33:00.001+08:00

currently in school now.
today is the last day of school for ite students!
almost half of the class didn't come.
class will be quiet.
so good. isn't it!
hahas.. i sound bad sia!
but without them no fun!
at least will have joke to hear,
then we can exercise our mouth jaw!
hahas...
gonna enjoy myself with friends during this 3 weeks of holiday!

2010-03-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

finally I'm done with all my CA!
now is the time to relax.
tomorrow is last day of school,
then i will have my 3 weeks of holiday!
*laugh laugh*
should i go and work?
haven decide yet, need to chiong work and earn back my money!
now i'm broke, and i haven pay my handphone bills.
and i also want to change handphone.
ohGOD! please let my mum strike 4D,
so i can ask her buy handphone for me!!!
going holiday for ite students.
and going to be school reopen for secondary.

2010-03-15T20:36:00.002+08:00

came across my friend blog,
and she put thailand music so i went to listen.
OMG~ the song is damn nice and touching!
here is the video(L):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cEIxZcszyKQ&feature=player_embedded# (part 1)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzcqO-bdHZo (part 2)
this is damn nice!

it goes back again.

2010-03-02T15:16:00.002+08:00

i thought you said that you won't bu li wo without reason.
now i didn't do anything, why you still ignoring me?
it is true that you don't even like me?
i can believe what your friend says?
every image of you is appearing inside my mind.
we had 4 days never contact already.
are you avoiding me?
can stop doing all these to me?
i can't stand it anymore.
stop it please. i beg you.
yesterday was your birthday,
i message to wish you.

you didn't even bother to reply and say thanks or whatever.
you are making me worried you know that?

2010-02-22T18:57:00.001+08:00

GOH SHI YING HAPPY
BELATED BIRTHDAY!

so long i haven update..

going to holiday soon.

still got 25 days to SCH HOLIDAY!

tmr will be going to SIMEI ite.

wonder should i go with tricia?

i have to reach there before 9.30am

sians. at least i no need to have lesson.

most of my classmates have to go school and have lesson.

coool!~

today CS teacher never come to class, we have 2 free period.

at first we still thought BPF teacher got come, in the end also never come.

never come tell earlier la.

den we can go school at 2pm.

like that we no need wake up so early.

now time is 6.57pm going 7pm.

needa go eat dinner already.

2010-02-09T15:07:00.002+08:00

OMG~
I'm 18 years old already!
I'm getting older already!
yesterday was my birthday!
had celebration with friends.

friday(0502)
after school went home, bathe and change.
went to meet chris at marina sqaure.
went to eat yuki yaki.
i reach there around 3 plus.
omg do not have enough time for ice cream.
haiish..
went to walk walk and we settle at andersen for ice cream.
hahas.. hahas. she paid everything for me. (:
around 7 plus she meeting her friend, so i does not want to be light bulb i went to meet bel. at her working place.
waited for her to end work.
pei her go home bathe and change.
i went home to put itouch if i never put i can ton on that day.
after putting itouch i went out again with bel.
we went to sk. we went to mall, plaza and back to mall.
that all for that day.

SAT(0602)
went out with tricia, huiping, bel.
we went to yuki yaki again.
this time i had the ice cream.
the taste not bad.. we had so much fun eating the ice cream.
after eating we went to walk walk.
then we went to amk. we went to sing.
after singing went to hub to buy tricia bag.
at there we saw nyssa and nichol.
so coincidence. so long didnt see them alrdy.
after buying bag tricia went back home.
not long after we went back home too..

Sun(0702)
was working at 8am. but i wake up at 7.30am.
does not have enough time for me to reach there.
so i told manager i will late. hahas.
reach there 8.30am.
start to do stuff.
ended work at 3pm.
went off with amy, and back home to clear my room.
tiring day.

Mon(0802)
this date is the day i was born.
and now i was 18 years old.
omg. that was fcuking fast..
so many people wish me happy birthday.
but the sad thing is that my close friend didnt wish me.
how sad am i. haiish..
mayb i not as important as ur other friends.
went out to catch movie with bel and her boyf.
the movie we watched was 'the spy next door'
i knw the movie was out very long. cuz i dun have time to catch movie.
at first i thought he can meet and go with us.
but i was wrong. he didnt even contact me.
so sad! but is okay, as long as we are back to normal.

2010-02-07T22:01:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry that I make you pissed off yesterday.
i already apologize to you a lot of times already.
when are you going to forgive me.
you don't ignore me can?
i don't like the way now you treat me.
can you treat me like how you treat me?
you say that you like me
but now you treat me like this.
i cannot take it anymore.
i can't imagine a day without your message.
can you faster message me?
if you can't message can at least call me!
that will do.
i just to go back to the first time we message.
that's all i wished for.

2010-02-07T00:07:00.002+08:00

today had celebration with my friends!
had so much fun, went crazy and went emo too!
don't wish to elaborate.
i don't really know what i do wrong these days.
people talk to me in a very angry/fierce tone!
i don't what i do.
now my tears just can stop rolling down.
i really very upset, although I'm happy today!
will upload photos. when i have time.
no mood to do things now.
see ya friends! meet up soon again!

2010-02-03T15:00:00.003+08:00

still got 2 days to FRIDAY!
chris gonna celebrate my birthday with me on FRIDAY!
she gonna treat me eat!!

3 more days to celebrate with my BELOVED FRIENDS!
5 more days to actual BIRTHDAY!
muhahahahaha!!!
yea. 18 soon!!

today school was alright.
had 2 talks in a day!
but was ohkays cuz both is quite short.
the first 1 was half an hour.
the second is 1 hour.
after the second talk we all went back to class to have CS test.
CS is Customer Service.
the test was soso.
but when i tried to memorize the notes nothing goes inside my head!
arggggg!!
after that was suppose to be lunch break.
before teacher release us she told us that mr SOON is not in school today.
so everyone of us were so happy because we can go off damn early.
we all go off at 12pm.
it was same timing as yesterday.
but sad to say that tmr have SPORTS & WELLNESS!!
sians. i don't like sia.
cuz have to run at the carpark.
sians i still have half round to run. sian
hope teacher forget about that!
needa go and clean clean already.
if not Friday and SATURDAY cant go out.

COUNTING DOWN

2010-02-02T20:21:00.002+08:00

Still got 4 more days to my celebration.
still got 6 more days to my actual BIRTHDAY!
yea!! finally 18 already!
waited for so long.
guys don't forget my present alright!
hahas.

hope friday can faster come!
Saturday too... hahas
Friday someone is going to treat me eat..
hahas. cuz she can't go out and celebrate with us so she has to treat me eat as a present! hahas!!

i cant wait for Saturday!!
muhahahahhahahahas!!!!

2010-01-29T16:39:00.003+08:00

Now I'm feeling so shag!!!!!
My favourite Korean group is coming Singapore today ...
Wth!! I can't go also!
Tmr Sunday they having autograph session!
I cannot go sia!!! I want they autograph and handshake
but sad to say that they only 1 autograph person CD!
Why can't they let ppl have all the group member signature
if I can go I want taemin autograph!
He so cute sia!! He same age as me sia!!!
I WANT THEIR AlBUM LA!!
I want handshake with taemin, Minho, Jonghyun and key and onew !!

Any kind soul want to get me their album as my birthday present?????
Hahahas

2010-01-27T14:08:00.002+08:00

i skip school on monday.
as i'm having flu and feeling very weak.
so i thought i can rush to school in time as i wake up late.
the moment i reach serangoon station the time is going 10am already.
so i took train back to punggol and go home.
lame sia. i must well stay at home... hahas..

tuesday i went to school.
as lesson only 4 hours. so i went back home at 12pm.
after i reach home, i watch tv. nothing for me to do..

today i skip school again.
cuz this time i slept until 8.40 den i wake up.
only left 20 mins for me .
i prepare needs 10 mins.
den i still left 10 mins to reach bishan
10 mins is not enough.
so i decided not to go school.
later my mum knw i never go sch again she sure will nag.
is only 2 days. also not say 2 weeks.
tmr have to go liaos. if not sure will nag until no tmr.
now at home oso nth do. no 1 at home except me. so sians.

2010-01-19T20:33:00.002+08:00

I dOn't Know is this call love at first sight.
I dunno why I see him play with little girl that time seems so happy.
HE smile that time so attractive... Hahaha I think I fa hua chi le...
So cute... Sian he Quite attractive lei when he smile that time.

2010-01-18T20:24:00.002+08:00

Hellos~ everybody
currently talking with GIRLFRIEND and her ahem ahem.
Fcuking sian... Bored...
Not only me
sians...
Today school was okay for me...
Just that abit boring...
everyday tired..
When can dun study.??
So tired llorhhs...
Gonna continue with them with the conversation....

2010-01-15T15:22:00.001+08:00

Had been studying for two weeks already. still can say still not bad. But is a bit too bored. Cuz none of my good friend in this school. Sianx

2009-12-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

you are the only person that i don't have difficulties to talk to about my weakness or the outer side of myself.
only you are the only 1 that i have the courage to say those things infront of you.
i do not know why i don't have the fear to say out the things.
i always wanted to find a person to talk to about those i have.
after you had been working with me i found out that you are the only person i don't have a big distance.
although some of you are close to me but i still do not dare to talk about that with you guys.
only you *** that i have the courage to tell/share with you about those things i have.
i think you should know what i'm thinking.
only you know that whenever got people say me/give me names i would burst into tears.
only infront of you i speak of those i won't burst into tears.
i wanted to chill and not think about those things that happened in the afternoon.
i know people would make fun of me/ give me names but only you and others won't.
i'm happy to have you, tricia, huiping and others that don't mind to be my friends.

just wanted to say:
heyz friends,
thanks for being my friend all these times. i won't forget those times that you all treat me so well. i'm glad to have you all as my friends. i know after you all read this, you all willcome and tell me that you all will be my friend is my character is not about my appearance. but appearance is impotant isn't it? and you all will come and say" heyz cheer up." "don't care about them. they are just jealous". i know you all just to cheer me up. i know you all are just wei le wo hao.
last but not least. thanks.

2009-12-24T21:36:00.001+08:00

still got 3 hours and 24 minutes to CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-24T16:31:00.003+08:00

found this funny video at youtube.
so i decided to share with everyone.

2009-12-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

fcuk sia.
today i get my GCE n level result i got 20 points.
that 1 point extra sia.
if not i can go sec 5.
haiish every thing fated!
can't blame.
who ask me never study hard enough.
i believe that she can promote to sec 5.
anyway who cares i dun need care so much.
oso not my problem.
next year is she suffer not me what.

ahh...
english c5
comb. humanities ungraded
mathematics c5
comb. science b4
F&N b3
chinese b3
chinese oral merit.
cool~
i think i need time to think over bahhs.

2009-12-18T22:09:00.003+08:00

every week i have been chiong-in taiwan drama.
all the drama i watched is damn nice.
especially:
1. hi, my sweetheart
2. Autumn's Concerto
3. momo love

for korea drama is:
1. you're beautiful

all the drama i suggest is very very nice.
got time can go and watch.

2009-12-18T21:56:00.001+08:00

2009-12-15T21:11:00.002+08:00

omg~
this coming Friday i getting my N level result already!
time pass so freaking fast.
shit la.
i don't want to get .
i haven enjoy my holiday yet.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

pray hard that i won't done so badly please!

being chiong work these few months.
i gonna buy my ipod touch la!
i wanted for so long already!
after buying i think i will be broke.
anyway i now already broke le.

2009-12-01T22:40:00.003+08:00

hellos peeps.
i got a drama to intro to everyone.
it is a korea drama.
it's freaking nice drama.
for those who will cry easily u have to prepare tissue when u watch the drama.
especially when it comes near to the last episode.
i cried alot of times.

the show name is you're beautiful.
feel free to watch the drama.

2009-11-24T19:03:00.002+08:00

23 Nov
went to compass with sister to buy stuff.
oh gosh, i spent nearly $60. half of my pay was gone!
no choice this have to spent monthly or daily.
i'm working and using the pay to survive without using parents money.
see how noble am i.
hahaha. i'm so thick skin. ;p
bought hot shot dvd.
like finally i bought the show.
that time i wanted to buy but is not the whole show out so i waited until now.
and got 30& off. so i can save some of the money for next month to use.

24 Nov
went to punggol plaza just now to buy hair dye.
actually wanted to dye yesterday but then my brother go and use the rest.
so he pay for another hair dye for me.
hahas. save my money. but i not sure whether will have the colour.
hope have if not it waste money.
now is 7.08pm i gonna go and eat my dinner if not my mum will nag and nag.

2009-11-17T13:12:00.002+08:00

oh manz!
i down with flu this morning.
ohmy, and i'm working today!
god bless me! hope i working won't be sneezing!
if not i sure very tired!

16 Nov
went to watch 2012.
the show fxxxing nice.
most of the people die because tsunami.
lucky singapore won't have.
i dun wish to see people being drown by water infront of me!
that so scary!

time checke
1.16pm. think i gonna take medicine and go and have a nap.
if not later i work sure die!!

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went for buddhist dinner yesterday.
i saw some caicai too! and ahlian too!
got 1 girl walked pass got this uncle say "nowdays those teenager girls wear the short so short. then they say wait till next generation they just wear bra and panties like this can go out already"
hahas i was laughing all the way.
today going to meet GIRLFRIEND to buy her friend bbq stuff.
and until 7 plus i'm going to see caicai!
hahas. every year will do the same thing.
so cool!
needa to go and bathe and prepare lliaos.

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sorry baby

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off day

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baby Love

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Sorry

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Moody~~

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Can we back to the past?

Boring~~~~

Irritating!

I'm happy and delight

Going to 8months.

01-01-2011

Baby

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What a bad news to me.

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Thinking of you again.

Missing you once again.

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HAPPY 6 MONTHSARY ♥

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memory flash back to Tuesday.

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Stress

I'm happy

7 october

missing you

it goes back again.

COUNTING DOWN

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